Crushed Forever

2010-04-03T07:45:00.001-07:00

Canoeing is coming to an end really soon. It has become so much a part of my life that i really dont know what i am going to do when it ends. Everyday i have trngs, double trngs,water trngs,land trngs. It has been a tough walk but nevertheless enjoyable. It would probably be the best ever memory of JC life, the people i know there, the sport i have come to love very very much. sudden emo-ness i dont know why. I love canoeing very very very much. Its like no words can express how i feel about it. Probably you guys in the team, every single one of my teamates,made my life in canoeing so much more enjoyable.All of you are such an important part of my life, i really dont wanna see this special bond we have amongst us go after we step down. Canoeing has given me much tears, much laughter, it made me learn to be a better person, it gave me discipline, it made me mature as an 18 year old, most importantly, it gave me friends that i would never want to lose. I love you guys very much, its because of the 16 of you that gave me the courage to pull through all the sad and unhappy times in canoeing and emerge as a better person. Not forgetting my beloved coach, who gave me countless opportunities and never gave up on me even though i may not be the best at this sport.

From 22 to 17, i enjoyed every second i had with you guys, every trng, every lunch/dinner, every gathering. I will miss the lameness of the team, the laughter u all have brought to me can never be replaced.

Thank you guys for making this walk worthwhile.

2010-02-20T06:37:00.000-08:00

I feel like im breaking down.
I always think of you when im down.
I want so much to tell you my sorrows, but yet i cant bring myself to do it.

Its wrong. Im just too dependent on you.

It never should have started.

2010-02-19T07:47:00.000-08:00

everything in my life is not going smoothly.
i feel suffocated and helpless.
i cry for no reason and i think im going crazy.
pls let me get over these tough times quickly.

2010-01-25T06:36:00.000-08:00

I dont understand why people have to have regrets. Regrets are the biggest pain in our lives. so many what ifs, if i have done this and that, maybe a life would have been saved. Such a small little thing, to die like that is really very sad. ILYB.

I think humans are very selfish. selfish to the extent that we think only for ourselves. i couldnt believe how selfish i am. while hes suffering, im out enjoying myself. The least i could do was to comfort it, take care of it, or even send it to treatment earlier. But i dint. And i blame myself for that. why do we always have to think of ourselves. why cant humans be less selfish? why do humans have to have regrets. i hate all these regrets.

I hate myself for doing such stuff, but life has to go on yeah. i just hope these short 2 years of bomb's life was his best ever. Cos it certainly was mine with him arnd.:)

R.I.P Bomb. i love you very very much.

2010-01-09T22:39:00.000-08:00

Alright i realised its been a long time since i updated. wanna update on new year but apparently i forgot and anw i am too lazy to do so. haha.

okay this must be damn late alrdy but i still must say. 2009 has been a great year for me and i am really blessed to have such great friends and family who helped me through this year. J1 for me was a scary year, cos i advanced and even though i really wanted to promote, im glad to be given this second chance to work harder in J2, which starts like tmrw? Ugh all the stress is gonna come in no time. JC has been fun for me so far, even though MJ may seem so darn boring, but i guess its the friends that makes it enjoyable and manageable:)

One thing that i must be really thankful of is canoeing. Canoeing has really more or less changed my life totally, both bad and good. It caused me much tears, yet much happiness too. Bad cos it is really time consuming, and cos of certain problems in the team which the exco had to deal with, and yet good cos it gave me so many friends that i can count on, and which i know i wont forget in time to come. Saffa, veronica, xinyi, jiaying, kenneth,detian,jun jie,wilson,Jeremy,dion, john, jie choong, zhi cong, Yi zheng, geraldo, sennett, thank you guys even though ur wont see this post hahah. Thank you to seniors like fiona, erlina, cheng yew, jeremiah, colin, miang joo,zi ye, alvin,chun kang, jun an, jason,jonathan,Ric, javin who have taught me so much in canoeing:) Ystd my bro asked me whether i regretted joining canoeing(bcos i become so buff i dont look feminine at all -__-), my answer was canoeing is one of the best experiences ever in my life so far. Really, i joined this cca wanting to learn a new sport and wanting to challenge myself, and im glad i did cos i learnt so much in canoeing,with all the competitions, marathons,slope runs... and it is really really a fun cca no matter how tough trng may be. The ppl there makes trng fun to go through:) Many first experiences in canoeing haha. Shant elaborate.

On to my JC friends, im thankful for my PL school mates who have joined me in MJ, esp eliz and claire, who really made life in JC easier with the familiarity and all:) so glad to still have ur with me, and we can always talk abt our experiences in PL which no one else here would know much of:) these are the times which i really enjoy myself, talking abt the happy times in PL. So much has changed in PL, and it has become so foreign hence im glad to have these memories kept within me:)

Then there are my beloved new friends in JC, nisa, hazel, mai, debbie, isabel, peiling and all my classmates in 415. Being in a class with all of you has really been enjoyable and fun! I love 09s415! Even though this year the class will be slightly diff, 09s415 will stay tgt i hope and hopefully the new classmates will be nice ppl too:) cant wait to see all of ur tmrw!!!

And theres the netballers of course, the most impt ppl! Even though we are in diff places now, im amazed and really glad that we still rmb each other and are very much close knitted as before, as if we are still in the same school! Im really really glad for having you guys arnd me and i know this strong bond amongst us will stay for a long time to come:)

Alright to sum it up, 2009 has been a good year for me and i look forward to a better year in 2010! i wanna study hard and do well for A levels, and get into a good uni course!

Next sun is Singapore Canoe Marathon. Many stuff happened and im just wanna say im really glad to have such a good partner(xy) :) I wouldnt ask for anybody else to be my partner! thanks for being there for me and lets work hard tgt to achieve our goal!!:)

2009-12-16T00:21:00.000-08:00

I just realised my whole holidays is practically canoeing. ok not just realised, knew it long ago but just needed time to sink in.

anw, since my whole life is just canoeing, well what else can i be blogging abt? hahah im being nagged at for gg out which i dont understand cos i have not gone out more than 3 times this holiday? the only time i step out of the house is to go for trng, after which i come home straight. Hai. all these stuff abt "stay at home to study!" its called holiday for a reason right. i need some play too.

well,its over anw. so dont wanna brood anymore on unhappy stuff. shall talk abt today's trng. haha k im very proud of myself for today trng. i took a single boat(k1) today cos my partner was sick. and i hate a single boat cos i cant balance well in it. and i hate capping cos its kinda embarrassing to be the only one capping in ur team when everyone is alrdy progressing. and to add on, it has been a long time since i touched a k1. so naturally i am even more unstable when i took it again.

k so trng went on, and it was the last set of 4km. I was prepared to push damn hard cos i dint want to be at the back. and before that my coach acty told my friend,john to catch up with me cos hes just a little behind me. and of course being me, i am not going to let that happen haha and somemore the joy of winning a guy is just damn good. hahah so we were going to start in 10 secs, and just when the cue was given to start, I CAPPED! did i say how unstable i was in a k1 and cannot balance?! omg that was the worst. i felt so irritated i just screamed and i really felt like giving up then. My goal of winning my friend was just gone like that. To clarify, i seem very like im very competitive or whatever u call it haha, but in canoeing its like unavoidable, u just got to set a goal to improve and that is to pace someone. healthy competition ppl! hahah k so anw back to the topic. I was like waddling in the water when i heard my coach say, hurry up jaslynn! U got to continue! In a race u cant just give up like this! u got to complete the race no matter how far behind u are! that really like struck me. "IT STRUCK ME" (HAHAHAHAH netballer's joke) I quickly got back up and emptied my boat and set off quickly. By then john was like at the 500m mark, which means for those non canoeists reading my blog, its like super far away alrdy.(3 mins away?) I was like shit, how am i going to catch up? then i rmb wht my coach say to my friend. "catch up with her!" wah it struck me again hahhahaha. if i just give up now he will really beat me like wht my coach say. no way man. haha so i paddle my hardest, like really damn hard. and at the 3km, i saw that i was getting closer and closer to him. haha damn excited then cos i knew i had a chance of winning him. so i continued paddling, though my arms felt like it was gonna break any moment, and at the 3rd km ending, i was in front of him! :) i was so happy and that spurred me on to paddle even harder in the last km cos i dint want him to catch up with me. And when i ended the 4km set, i turned arnd and i saw that he was like 4 buoys away and i was damn happy. for myself i mean haha. I acty caught up from so far behind and win him!!! hahahah i seem like im gloating over this but no la im just really very happy that i pushed myself to my limits instead of just keeping behind my mental barrier. haha so anw that like sums up my day today? haha after this its like time to study sian.

oh and potato seriously pisses me off. plus ego shit. Think first before saying why does coach like the girls team more? and why u dont deserve to be in a k2! 930?! Try to hit 10 first k! learn all the stupid dirty tricks aint gonna help u. where's ur integrity seriously!

hai whatever i.am.gonna.calm.down.and.not.get.angry.over.some.stupid.root.and.piece.of.shit.

11:11 really makes ur wishes come true.
It works wonders cos my wishes came true.
give it a try ppl!:)

2009-12-07T06:14:00.000-08:00

haha stand chart half marathon ystd, trng today. i think i must be crazy haha. heng its water trng and there was no slope runs lol. so im glad i survived today hehe! i think im growing old. my knees are hurting and my shoulder is aching like siao. AND i keep sleeping so much these few days.something.is.wrong.with.me. OMG. anw i wanna aim for the full marathon like maybe next year! yay cant wait to achieve that hehe.

My hamster is growing old:( bomb is growing old. i feel so scared to wake up one day and see him dead. everytime i see him he doesnt have the energy to even push himself up into the tube. its sad to see this:( life's kinda unfair huh. we humans get to live for so long, yet they have a lifespan of only 2 years. i think everyone deserves a right to live. well but then again, this is life. Life's unfair and we just gotta accept it. Bomb is alrdy 2 years old, so im just hoping for the best but i love him so so much all the same:)

On a lighter note, JC just told me smth abt potato thats super funny omg hahah! ok i bet no one understands wht i am saying haha but ask me if u wanna know. cos i will be more willing to share with u how wonderful potato is!:)

hahahah and omg i cant believe i plucked up the courage!:) just hoping things will happen though i know it would most probably just end like this. but im glad that i made an effort to make the first move hehe.

alright nights ppl!:)

2009-11-28T02:30:00.000-08:00

Stand chart in 9 days time. and i dont really feel prepared for it. or rather im quite scared cos im scared it will affect trng the next day. gahh i will die if it does affect trng.

anw. next week is gonna be a beeeeeezeeeeyyyyyy weeek! mon and tues class chalet and trng, thurs-sat ogl camp, sat family bbq, and sunday STAND CHARTTTT. followed by monday and tues and wed trng, thurs is gonna e my next rest day OMG. acty its not even considered rest cos i will have to run my ownself 6km. wahhh i seriously dont know how i am gonna survive next week. pls let me survive. im scared of her. ok i bet no one understands what im talking abt haha. but nvm la its my blog so just let me rantttttttt:)

some ppl seriously piss me off. like wtf seriously. just get lost la.

JLHX:)

hahahaha i seem like i have some bipolar disorder. one moment im swearing and the next i put smiley face. ahhh whatever haha its my bloggg!!!!!!:)

2009-11-08T06:37:00.000-08:00

ran 21km before, paddled 22km today, running 21km next month, paddling and running long dist next year again. wow. im amazed at how much discipline i have for myself haha.

anyways. paddled round ubin today! i must say it was super fun, never ever had this kind of experience in my whole life before, and i think i will never have it again unless i go compete again la. hahah but thats beside the point. lol i swear the saltwater sucks. splash into my eyes and i was paddling with my eyes closed for quite awhile cos my eyes were stinging and tearing all the way hahah.

and OMG i was paddling when i heard a loud bang. and i looked down and guess wht i saw! A bloody big dead fish floating in the water. super big i tell u. i felt so bad. like dead alrdy then i still bang so hard into it. sorry fish:( R.I.P hahah

kinda disappointed in myself today though. i let the conditions take over me. couldnt concentrate, couldnt do proper strokes. i did quite badly for this comp, and i was just glad i dint hold too high expectations of myself for this race, if not i will be damn damn disappointed with myself, cos i know i could have done better. but ohwells. its over like i said. many more comps to come and im gg to improve!!!!!:)

ohohoh and i wanna do a full marathon next year! who wants to join me and eliz?:)

2009-11-01T04:45:00.000-08:00

Life is precious.

You never know when something might happen.

Treasure it.

Chinese A's tmrw. but screw it i dont feel like studying leh. how my A will fly away lor.:(

STUDYJASLYNNSTUDYJASLYNNSTUDYJASLYNN.

2009-10-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

i thought everyone was like me. haha. naive thinking of mine.

i nvr knew it would be so difficult.

i nvr knew things will turn out this way.

i nvr want to let you down, all your hard work and effort,gone to waste just like that,it just not what u deserved.

and i dont understand whyy some fucking assholes just have to say some stuff.

yeah, it aint worth it getting angry over this person.

im just angry that i cant do anything to save this situation.

and im terribly sorry for letting you down.

i dont know what to say to you, and im ashamed to even face you.

im sorry for all this.

No words can express how i feel towards you.

2009-10-22T11:32:00.001-07:00

Today is sucha embarrassing day.

i was trying to hide my fart but unfortunately the sound still came out. LOUDER than what i expected. IN FRONT of all my classmates. omg embarrassing TTM. hahah but it was really funnaye. laughed with my friends for a good 5 mins. lucky no guys in the class at that time.HAHA

k thats all i wanna say thats why i blogged.HAHAHA
BUAI PPL!

pw sucks ttm:(

2009-10-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

I miss those times we had together.
I miss the times when we could just run from class to class.
I miss the times when we would just change in class.
I miss the times when i knew everyone in the level.
I miss the times in lorong ah soo.
I miss the times when we would just chill out in school.
I miss the times when we sang our hearts out in chapel.
I miss the times in PL.
I miss the times when we just sat at the netball area crapping.

I miss being in a girls' school.
I miss everything i had in the past, the friends, the teachers, the fun, the school.

EVERYTHING.

I wanna turn back time.

2009-10-17T19:42:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)

met up with my beloved netballers ystd! so happy! i realised we nvr ever ran out of things to say to each other even after we go different schools. everytime we meet up, its always laughter,laughter and more laughter:) love them alot alot:)
anw, went iceskating!!! woohoo its been like ages since i have done that. felt so good to be iceskating! and we taught gloria and jiale how to iceskate! and they improve like alot, so nubbad nubbad:) some picturessssssss

HEHE then after iceskating we went to NEBO to play boardgamessssssssssss! which is mostly taboo la. but it was super funnnyyyyyy lol! all the lame answers coming out, wah laugh until stomach damn pain!LOL picsss againnn!

<3333

2009-10-16T07:15:00.000-07:00

This week is kinda screwed up. Results back and all, not too good. Everyone feeling sad, hai im scared i will still retain. Theres still a possibility of retaining. maybe advancing but i do not want to even advance. i wanna see the PROMOTED word on my result slip on 5th nov. omg pls pls pls:(

and to all my friends who are feeling upset over their results, cheer up k! i know saying this will not make much of a difference to how u are feeling, but i just want you to know that i will always be there, and if u need a listening ear im here:) i have faith that hard work will reap rewards. So as long as you know you have done your best, nothing else matters:) i really hope all of us can be in the same class next year:)

alrights enough about results. this week has also been very tiring. Ironic since its supposedly holidays cos promos are over and we should be enjoying. But sadly, training has started for me alrdy. Not that i dread trng, acty in fact i love gg for trng, just that i hate the running part, cos of all the pressure to come under a certain time limit. i really hate it. i hate being under constant pressure and not being able to do things at my own timing. i hate pressure,be it studies or trng. Trng everyday since monday till today, been running everyday from sunday to friday, more than 5km each time; my body is really aching like hell. legs aching from running, arms aching from paddling and gym, shoulders very tensed. i am just feeling very uncomfortable now, with all the aches. And im damn tired, cos i sleep at most 6 hours a day, and yet have to do tons of pw and train so much too. i neeeddddddd a ressttttttttt,seriously=x

i cant wait for pw to end. i cant wait for JC life to end. acty only the studying part haha. the friends, i love:)

It's ironic how we act like total strangers when we meet face to face, yet we have so much to talk about behind the scenes.

This i just cant understand.

I HATE THE LETTER U.

2009-10-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

I HATE THE LETTER U. yeah why must there be this alphabet? seriously man. causes so many ppl misery and sadness. its bloody unfair that we get Us when we study so hard. Is it our fault? yeah maybe u would say. but still.

im trying my best to do well but it just seems that theres just no results showing. i see ppl arnd me feeling upset and all abt their results. i wanna comfort them but i dont know how to. and i know im gonna join them soon. soon i will be crying like them.

why is it like that?

yeah life moves on. but this would be hard to move on. the biggest obstacle ever in my life.

this cant be happening.

It was never meant to be

2009-10-11T02:42:00.000-07:00

I love these pictures. Really beautiful. like i never expected that there would be such a beautiful place like this in singapore. This is kinda my feeling now. emo huh cos i dont know what to expect about tmrw when i will be getting back the results that i dread the most. But aside from that, the pic is really beautiful, the people i went with are those whom i love alot alot. I love those girly talks, be it netballers, or jc friends. Spent like 4 hours talking non stop with hazel claire and isabel. that day was really enjoyable:) and i look forward to the girly talks with the netballers next week! till then, i just wanna tell u all how much i love you:)

And i wish i can be there with you.

2009-10-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

omg trng finally today! hahaha paddled 12k and my arms are aching like crazy now hahah. shit i have to start everything from square one again:( and next week still got fitness test. wah sian la. think its beep test. i nvr thought i would have t ever do a beep test again in my whole life. ahah anw check out this video super hilarious and the second one is so cool!

k i dont know why gt so many pics hahah someone tell me why?hahah
haha if only i can sing like that guy, i would be earning big bucks man!lol dream on!

2009-10-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

omg some guys are really so not gentlemanly it pisses me off. i went to the gym ystd and cos i went at like 6 plus?(stupid timing i know) there were like so many people who just finished work and were gymming so the gym was really quite crowded. so of course the threadmill was filled up with ppl la. i decided to stand there and wait for my turn on the machine. and this idiot guy! i swear he saw me waiting there before him and he stood there too. and when the first person came off the threadmill he just walked up to use it without even caring! omg freaking irritating guy! i mean like ya u are standing at that side of the threadmill but u saw me right. and hello im a girl and much younger than u la! cant even like offer me to use it first! call urself a man! all that muscles for what! no character then no use la. end up i waited like 10 more mins before i could use the machine! arghh man. stupid guy. and my stamina dropped like hell alrdy:( im so gonna die when trng starts which is like. TOMORROW:( omgggggggg

2009-10-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

YAY! IM FINALLY BACK BLOGGING!

so many things have beeen going on in my life, but i just simply have no time to blog down my feelings. and sometimes i miss the feeling of blogging, just ranting and all,it really feels good sometimes:) hahahah yay so anw! im gonna try to blog abt what happened these past few weeks!and i think its gonna be so long ahaha to make up for the time which i havent been blogging!:)

With my new blogskin done and promos over, im in a good mooddddddd:) hahah thanks hazel for the blogg. simple yet nice:)

kk so anw, shall start from my bdae? haha

k my bdae was such a memorable one this year. seriously. but not like other years not memorable. hahah k this year is just as memorable. my friends in class surprised me with a cake before my bdae! super not surprise acty haahah cos mai spoilt everything LOL. and poor eliz still went off with the bluffing cos she dint know i knew what they were doing alrdy. end up she wasted her money on green tea. hahah when i asked her how was my acting hahaha u should have seen her face!

LOL but im really so touched. thanks to my classmates who wished me! esp my cliqueeeee:) love love love the present lots! so thoughtful of ur to think of sports relateed stuff haha!

hahah then the canoeists came to surprise me at my house! haha i wass really really touched. seriously cos of the effort u all put in. hahah all the singing,playing of guitar,and smashing my face in cake was really so sweet hahah. and the fact that sengkang to ur is just so inaccesible makes me even more touched cos ur made the effort to come down:)

haha and then! all the people who wished me happy birthday and gave me presents love u all so muchhhhh:) thanks jiale claire eliz zx glor claris chong chin hazel glennice and omg alot more! sorry if i missed anyone out u know i still love u all so so much!:D

kk so anw this happiness was like shortlived. cos cos cos stupid promos was just 2 days away. so after celebrations was back to studying. again. i think i have been mugging non stop since i entered jc. freaking stressful and no life. serious. jc sucks like hell if not for all the great friends i have there. really friends makes so much difference to everything. they add colour to ur life:) thats why i love my friends alot alot alot:)

then promos sucks la. really man. stupid chem was do-able but not enough time to finish!*%^$#^$ i studied so hard for it. and i kneew how to do the ques. just.not.enough.time. bloody hell man. econs. i read the graph wrongly. ARGH. and maths. i made so many careless mistakes. at least 20 marks gone alrdy. 20 marks! and thats the very least! wonder how much more i will minus:( oh god i really dont wanna retaain:( to go over the whole procedure of jc1 again justs sucks totally. like i wanna faster go through j2,finish a levels and be freee from this hectic life. but then again, i have been hearing about how much more tough uni is compared to jc. omg another sad cycle repeats itself:(

kk enough abt promos i dont wanna feel more sad alrdy. lets fast forward to after promos hehe.

WHICH IS TODAY! hahah today was a crazy day seriously! but super fun and TIRED. hhahah i think today i did like dont know how much exercise man. went jogging with eliz in the morning, then met up with claire jia and eliz and we went bowling! so long neber bowl. fun sia. but the stupid guys beside us just spoil our mood totally. BASTARDS hahah. k im so vulgar. but too bad they deserve it hehe.

then the highlight of the day! haha we cycled from pasir ris to east coast! through park connectors! omg shag like shit man.i think we cycled at least 21km! thats like a half marathon hahah! the stupid uncle told us it takes just half an hour to reach east coast, end up! we cycled for like almost 4 hours? haha and we overshot the timing by like 1 and a half hours, so we had to pay double. omg man so much money goneZ:(

then we wentt lagoon to eat! great food man. and great company. its just so good talking to all of them. i havent seen jiale in such a long time!! miss her like hell. and though i see eliz and claire everyday it seems like we have never ending things to talk about!:) so thankful for having such great friends:)

k but now my leg is aching like hell and we have to report at 730 tmrw for morning assembly! wth man spoil my mood totally. its like exams are over alrdy! and we still have to go back to school for pw shit:( aiyaaaaa

on a lighter note, today's such a fun fun fun day!!:) jia take care k! go wash ur wounds properly ahah im sure u went through the most out of us today!hahah

andandand! i cut my hair!! sad that my hair which i took so long to grow but not showing any results is gone but im liking my short hair hehe:) think the hair dresser's so proooo:) hhahah k imma sleep now peeps!

GOODNIGHT WAN AN:)

2009-06-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

This is for you, my beloved pet, i will miss you forever and ever. and i love you so so much.

I never expected myself to get so upset abt it but when my mother woke me up early in the morning to tell me this incident, my mind was a blank. I dint expect it to be so sudden,ystd u were still lively and running abt, or so i heard.

I should have known, deep down inside me i have alrdy grown very very attached to you, seeing u run abt like u have no worries really makes me very happy. I feel very very bad that i started to slack in taking care of you the last few weeks that you had, im sorry i took u for granted.Im sorry i dint get a chance to see you one last time; i regretted not seeing you ystd.

I cried when i saw ur lifeless body; i felt so helpless, i couldnt do anything to help you. It was just so scary seeing you like that; i have never seen you like that ever. Im sorry for being a coward, im sorry i dint even dare touch you,im sorry for everything.

The best i could do was give you a good burial, i hope you rest in peace, and go to "hamster heaven" as what eliz said:) I really hope that u have enjoyed every minute of being in my house, of me taking care of you.

I think ur poor friend can sense that you are gone; he has resorted to staying in the tube the whole day, and i know he feels vey lonely and sad too.

Come to think of it, You have been with me for like almost 2 years, its really hard not to get attached to you. Now i feel the pain of not cherishing someone before its too late, im really really sorry.

I was talking to my friends who bought me the hamster, and i told them that this death thing really scares me, it has really hit me very hard, i dont know wht to do,how to react. Its like i nvr would have expected something like that to happen in my life. I always expected everything to be perfect,as if everything and everyone will be by my side forever. If one small animal could affect me so much, i rather think twice on getting a dog in future;i cant stand the pain of losing something i love so much again.

Im sorry for being such a lousy owner to you, im really sorry for all that i have done, and i hope you will forgive me.

2009-05-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

Today one of our team members left the team cos of parents objection of him staying in canoeing. I feel damn sad and cried just now cos even though we knew each other for 5 months only, this team had gotten so close to each other cos of the so frequent trngs we have:) all the hardship we gone through tgt,im really glad to have u in the team:) i wish u all the best in ur future cca and do come back often!

on a lighter note, the past few days ppl have been telling me the person in the middle for my dp in msn(which is gloria) looks like ms lim. and someone else said veronica! HAHA okok i think both sides ppl dont know wht im talking abt cos one is my jc friend the other is sec friend. hahah ok random!

go and do gpp now! sucks man:(

2009-05-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GLORIA!

i lurbbe eeuuu sooo much!!!!!!!!! sorry couldnt make it for ur celebration tonight!:(
LETS KEEP THIS FRIENDSHIP GOING:)

2009-05-11T07:26:00.000-07:00

omg i just saw michelle chia's and shaun's wedding on tv and i think its the most beautiful and touching wedding i ever seen! i dont know why but its just damn nice:) pretty bride,handsome groom,perfect songs and all, just so beautiful:) how i wish my wedding can be so nice next time:) doesnt have to be grand, just really sweet and cosy will do:)

hahah im thinking so far! omg dont procrastinate jaslynn! back to work!!!!!

2009-05-08T22:01:00.000-07:00

wohhoooooo i think netballers are super cool! so proud of all of ur!:) heh lets see ah,

Zhi xian a.ka Biggie: captain of SRJC netball
Qinyi a.ka Blackie: captain of YJC netball
E-liz a.k.a MAN: captain of MJC floorball

wohhoooo! so kewls man we take up different leadership roles in different jcs! who else netballers that i dont know ur have leadership roles!HUH COME CLEAN WITH IT!

LOL ok this is a random post but just so proud of ur all!:) can't wait to meet up tmrw loves:)

2009-05-06T06:22:00.001-07:00

ok i know i should be doing pi now but heck la im damn pissed with the comments. its like i have been sending the same draft to my teacher so many times and he nvr said this certain part was a problem. Then all of a sudden now after so many drafts, he say that got problem must change. walao la! so irritating!

ok shant talk abt pi anymore, pisses me off. went for water trng today. and omg my boat is infested with thousands of ants! i really mean thousands. it was the sickest thing i ever saw. so gross la i spend like damn long just trying to clear the boat from ants!ahhaah i think if claire was there she will be damn grossed out. ok maybe more grossed if it was worms! hahahah

then on the way back i actually saw jinle!omg beloved jinle! hahahah as in i was on the bus and she was outside at the bus stop! i think its all fated la! i happened to stop talking to my friend at that moment and stare out of the bus! and i saw her! omg and i dont know why i all of a sudden feel like crying.its like all the happy memories i had with her now no more:( i miss u alot jinle and if u are seeing this lets meet up soon ok!:)

hahah then, on the way back there was bad news.haha i took part in the schools nationals contest where i can win nike vouchers. but i had trng so i asked hazel to help me see if i win. walao then some ass guy won it la. i should have win lor!hahahah sorry canoeing girls ur hopes are gone!hahahaah

and this may be a little late, but i still want to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISA!

enjoy ur day babe! dont care abt kwek hahah! sorry ur present was kinda sad. but better presents when we meet up i promise!:)

k gotta do pi bye bye!

2009-04-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

lol i cant help but post this convo i had with my senior.ahahah i was complaining that i dint understand lectures.lol!

jaslynn says:
i dont understand mans

aggression says:
dun unds wad?

jaslynn says:
lectures lor

aggression says:
yr work?

aggression says:
ask me luh

aggression says:
HAHHAHHAA

aggression says:
hahah a wise person told me

aggression says:
lectures are meant t confuse u

aggression says:
let u hear the words once

aggression says:
den tutorials

aggression says:
u wil unds

jaslynn says:
hahaha i also dont understand in tutorials

jaslynn says:
haha shit

aggression says:
hahaha

aggression says:
yup

aggression says:
i forgot t tel u

aggression says:
i didn believe that wise person

aggression says:
HAHHAHAA

lol so funny sia!

2009-04-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

competition has drawn to an end, dint do that well this year,there were tears of sadness and joy.my first canoeing race ever, and i screwed it up totally. felt really bad cos i dint put what i learnt into practice. saw my coach cry, felt even worse.i realised ppl nvr take things seriously till they see the extent and seriousness of the problem, and that is what scares me. cos i dont wanna be like that. i dont want to live my life full of regrets thinking why dint i do that that time, why why why. I was taught to put in my best, and finish the race with no regrets even if i come in last. i dint come in last, but i felt bad, i was full of regrets cos i knew i dint put in my best. ugh screw it i dont wanna ever feel like this again.

on the brighter side, i felt really touched and blessed to receive such a msg from my friend of 6 years,coming to 8.

this is what she said:

Dont worry k,you're the best in my eyes,so is mj,and im super proud that u tried ur best,way to go jas,dont give up,before u reach the top of the mountain, you gotta climb,and im climbing it with u:)

I AM SO TOUCHED:)
THANKS ALOT FRIEND OF 6 YEARS! likewise i will be praying for u and ur competition to all go well and i will be there for u! good luck and all the best! miss you and lots of <333

2009-03-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

hello!

sch has been ok i guess.workload starting to pile up, PW questions are out,hopefully my first A in A's. trng is starting to get tough. ystd was the worst run i ever had. i nvr felt anything like that before, both my arms just cramped up halfway during my run(and it was cramped in a running position!u know with elbows bent...lol).yep it was so bad it affected my breathing and i couldnt breathe and i really felt like giving up. but i told myself that this is not the Jaslynn i know. the jaslynn i know doesnt give up so easily,hence i finished my 4 sets of 800m sprints! not zi-kuaing myself ,i just hope this is a source of motivation to those out there reading my blog, DONT GIVE UP SO EASILY!push urself to the limits; u will be surprised at the amount of extra energy u have compared to when u felt like giving up. U will be surprised to know u actually can be that strong:)

Anw, after that started my first gym trng. its quite productive:) i learnt alot and muscles ache alot too lol. competition's coming up;im kinda stressed cos im in this year's nationals line up and im doing a k1, which i cant even balance in yet, and competition's just 2 weeks away. Damn. canoeing is a totally new sport to me, 10 years in netball,i kinda missed it. i miss the trngs,courtplay!(especially!),and of course the best friends i will ever make my whole life. i miss you guys even though i just recently saw ur.(we met up for such a short time only!) meet up soon k!(if i can make it lol) and lets all make a trip back to beloved PL to see everyone again!

i miss the sheltering walls of PL. ugh this post makes me feel so sad again:(

i kept thinking how it would be like to have a whole class comprising just of netballers.wouldnt that be the most fun and happening class?haha it would be a miracle if that ever happens. but.

just let me dream this beautiful dream for awhile.

2009-03-07T23:28:00.000-08:00

im blogging again after awhile! yay me cos i tot i wont be blogging anytime soon:)

i feel quite relaxed these few days even though i shouldnt be cos i should be studying now.haha but anw my tests has just ended so i am kinda lazy now! and plus hols are coming! but bullshit la i think its nt considered hols haha cos i will most prob need to go to school. and my whole family will be overseas enjoying:( haha but on the contrary i will have canoeing! even though its tiring i dont know why i always look forward to trngs. its just a different feeling from netball when i rmb we were all happy when we had some sch event on trng day and had to skip trng. lol maybe nt ur but im guilty of it.hahah but that day when i had some science fiesta thing i actually begged my teacher to let me skip it to come for trng. haha dint work out in the end i still had to go for the science fiesta.haha but anws! the main thing is that i look forward to trngs,lol maybe when it gets tougher i wont have the same feelings.ahah

and! netballers we are meeting up soon! yay cant wait for the fun things w are gonna do:) miss you all so much:)

2 days ago a levels results were released and when i saw that i may even have the possibilty of scoring a D or E grade in a levels all of a sudden im scared. it may be too early for anything but yup im still quite scared of wht may happen to me when its my turn. whether i can make it to local U or wht. but im gonna work hard and manage my time wisely!!!!!(which im nt doing now lol)

ystd went for my first one* course. quite fun i should say but kallang river is reall damn freaking filthy. like i saw dead fishes floating and my senior actually told me the last time they were there and saw the dead fishes they scooped it up and started aiming at each other. haha so gross man.
then we did the capsize drill and i really dont know for what reasons john started laughing like siao the i couldnt concentrate and i almost caused wilson to drown hahah. ok i dont think anyone understands wht im saying haha but nvm i want to blog it.lol

and my poor friend jie choong actually broke his tailbone while trng ystd. omg i feel so sorry for him. although i dont think u will ever read this but take care of yourself! get lots of rest and come join us for trng asap!:)

ok off to study now!~

2009-02-27T06:54:00.000-08:00

Today i went for trng. and i took 53. so i passed by PL and i dont know why i was so excited that i was gg to pass by! i was hoping to see some familiar faces but every face i see just seems so foreign now, like i dint see them before at all. i was hoping to see teachers, but so sad i dint. but PL is still the same. same old beloved PL. and i realised i really really miss PL. Being in a girls school is really so different. i can pull my blouse,change in class, shout loudly without any care of anything cos anw no one will care.haha i miss the teachers, i miss my friends,and omg i miss assembly! where we sit down and have lots of announcements and sing songs. haha i miss the SITTING DOWN most.haha in mj hear announcements cannot sit down one.

haha then i saw lynette at her sch bus stop. and i kept waving cos i finally see someone from pl my age but she dint see me:( sad man. haha i wanna go back to PL soon to see everyone!

then as i was gg home from trng,i passed by my ah ma house. and memories just all came back.like how she cooked for me, called me and took care of me, i just felt so sad and emo all over again. i realised i have been so busy with sch i dont have time to meet or see anyone. i miss my ah ma, i miss pl, i miss my friends and most of all i miss my bro and sis. The house just seems so quiet now without them here and theres no one to quarrel with or talk to, or at least make the house noisier. Life has become once again, like routine and boring. not really boring i guess,cos schools really fun with all my friends.

ah i feel very emo now. emo post.
i really hope i can cope with my cca and my studies.
ahhhh.

2009-02-12T04:27:00.000-08:00

hello again ppl:)

haha regarding my previous post, i take back some things i said. MJC is full of muggers.HAHA seriously. but i think its a good thing in a way cos i get motivated, or should i say pressured to study! haha but at least its gonna help me alot in my results in the 2 years there:) but kinda bad also cos we should have some fun! haha everyday without fail, every empty bench is taken up by students studying.haha the library is not spared either! our library is 2 levels and even then both levels are often filled up. haha so it becomes quite a hassle just going arnd trying to find spaces to study.

anyhow,school has been good so far,lectures are quite manageable:) at least for now i guess.ahaha but maths is the worse cos i gave all my knowledge back to mrs pang alrdy! hahah i forgot how to do surds and indices! and algebra!hahaha and even worse is that i threw away my a maths book alrdy.hahah congratulate me man.hahah

i made alot of good friends too:) initially i was worried that i wouldnt be able to find friends and adapt to new friends in a new environment.but so far so good:) school has been fun really! hhaaha but of course not forgetting the rest ofmy PL FRIENDS!!!i miss u all alot!haha i realised i say that in almost every of my post.

see I LOVE UR ALL SO MUCH MA:) hahahahahah

ok back to studying now!

2009-02-04T00:52:00.000-08:00

hello ppl:) my blog is alive again! at least for now.ahahah
Jc has started and MJC is pretty fun! i tot the ppl are all muggers there,but it turns out that they are very enthu and fun ppl!

yep and i have a nice school song and mass dance is quite cool too:) the school song is so different from PL's la. the tempo is so much faster and it only has 2 verses!ahahah yep the school compund is great too:) im starting to like MJ alot now.hahaha i cant wait for tmrw when orientation starts and i will get to know my class and ppl, or should i say civic group.ahahah AND THE RULES ARE SUPER SLACK.seriously.compared to PL, PL is really damn strict man. i can like use handphone anywhere in sch except during lessons and many more things which im allowed to do where in PL i cant do.hahaah

on the other hand, i miss PL rules.kinda cos im so used to the rules alrdy! and i miss my friends in PL! NETBALLERS especially, orientation will be so much more fun with all of ur arnd! and i miss my fellow J-CHANEL partner alot!:( J-CHANEL 4EVAAAAAA! hahahah i cant wait to meet up with all of them again:)

ok thats all for now! see you!

2008-12-08T04:17:00.000-08:00

Standard chartered run ystd was a blast! ran my first 21km ever in my life! hahaa its the first time in my life i ever felt so accomplished, and yet my legs felt like it was gg to break any moment. hahhahah ran with claris and ms liang! for the first 12km before setting off myself! and the three of us almost couldnt run cos we were running in the wrong category! and we got stopped along the way by many flagbearers(security) although everything turned out fine after that:) it was the first time the finish line was such a great thing to see!hahah towards the end every 1km just seems so long to run!but its fun,just thinking how many calories i get to burn!hahahah many things happened that day, like how i went from the 21km route to the 42km route halfway, and then having menses cramps right after the race(heng ah!) and then getting lost with ms liew.hahahahah but it was a great great great day and a run overall cos u get to run at ur own pace and at the same time enjoy the scenery:)

and as the three of us were just half an hour into the race, we saw the world record holder running to the finish line! its this kenyan guy(cant rmb the name) and he finished his race in 2hrs13mins!(42km) thats like 3 mins for 1km! its super fast! an average person takes arnd 6 hours to finish 42km! its crazy,i really admire his determination! and the next 5 runners we saw racing to the finish line were kenyans too! they are damn fast man,seriously. and the next 5 i saw were all caucasians(ang moh). crazy man. WHERES ALL THE ASIANS! hahahahah kidding luh.and i saw this really old woman who ran the 42km! even though she came in quite late, i still admire her spirit man, to finish the race!

and today!

it was supposed to be a day out with my family at the beach,cycling and having a pinic. but the damn weather had to spoil it all. so shit la. so we decided to go bowling at pasir ris. and damn it, the stupid bowling alley was crowded with ppl, so we ended up gg to watch movie! we watched QUARANTINE! hahah its a nice thriller, although the show gets boring after awhile and the ending is quite shit! hahaha and come to think of it, that was my first NC16 show.hahahah first time spent with my family:) then after that went to the arcade and introduced some fun game to my brother who got so addicted to it.lol!

hahah after which we decided to make some keychains for the whole family so that we all can have smth in common:)some pics here! Painting!:)

My brother's christmas tanker:)my pooh bear! so proud of the orange and brown colour that i mixed:) Mum's cute little girl!:)

sis's pretty butterfly!(lazy to rotate hahah!)

Dad's areoplane!

yay! that much sums up my day!:) although the stupid weather foiled our plans, we still managed to make the day an enjoyable one! love love love my family!:)

and now,cant wait for tmrw! hopefully it doesnt rain man!

2008-11-27T19:22:00.000-08:00

Why issit that people learn to treasure others only when they are gone? everyone im sure knows this but yet no one ever puts this into practice. we take things for granted and when that person is finally gone then only u come to regret, and feel sorrow.

Many things are like that in life. there are many things i regret not doing when ah ma was still here. i never treasured her as my ah ma. i never got to give her a hug and tell her how much i love her. i never got to see her one last time.

Ah ma is the greatest ah ma i have. but i never got to really treasure her and i took her for granted. i saw the pain she was in in the hospital and i felt so sad for her. she couldnt drink or eat anything and her mouth was growing ulcers. Her throat and body was aching. but yet i could do nothing but watch her in pain. she just had a simple wish to ask. she asked to eat an apple. but we could not even fufill that simple wish for her. all we could do was lie through our teeth and tell her we are cutting an apple for her.

Recently before o levels i told my mum that one day after my exams we should bring ah ma to the beach to relax. But we never got to do it. i used to go to ah ma house every saturday for dinner and gathering with my cousins. but as i got older, the times we went there just grew lesser. i visited her only occasionally and all these i regret only when she is gone.

i miss the happy times i had with ah ma, i miss her voice on the phone when she calls, i miss the food she cooks for us and i miss telling her how nice her food was. i miss having her constant care and concern for all the grandchildren and worrying for our well-being.

But at least ah ma is free from all this pain and suffering now. She has gone peacefully and all these suffering she has is also gone. i miss my ah ma and although it may be a little late to say this cos i nvr got the chance to say it but,

I LOVE YOU AH MA.

2008-11-19T21:52:00.000-08:00

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its been a long long long time since i last blog! haha kinda miss blogging:)

the years coming to an end and time passes really quickly. o levels have finished 2 weeks ago and prom just ended ystd! cant believe i have been preparing so long for prom and its over in such a short time!

well prom was....okay i guess nothing much happened, just cam-whoring the whole night away!

TO CLAIRE AND GLORIA: BOTH OF YOU WERE RAVISHING YSTD! BOTH OF YOU DID THE BEST IN MY EYES:) <333

hahah anyways, post prom was the best! hahaha bridge is reallllllyyyyyyyyyy addictive! thanks qy glor wy( my teacher!!) and elei for teaching me! hahah i was on a winning spree the whole night till i slept..-__- then my luck was all gone! lols and i was really tired and hungry that night cos of the GREAT EXERCISE we did at midnight! lols! it was really fun with u guys and i cant wait for the next stayover at wy's house!!!:)))

2008-09-13T01:05:00.000-07:00

hello! supposed to blog ystd but i was too tired haha.

anw! went out with the netballers ystd to "celebrate" end of prelims.hahah our initial plan was to go cycling then see the sunset, but the stupid rain seemed to spoil every plan we had.haha luckily for us the rain stopped soon after we reached east coast and we went cycling!

OH AND I AM SUPPOSED TO MENTION THAT WE TAUGHT JIALE HOW TO RIDE A BICYCLE!

hahah apart from cycling off track many times and falling down, she learned really fast! yay so happy for her.hahah anw cycling was super fun and we bargained to cycle longer at a cheaper rate.ahah

oh and did i mention that the weather ystd was really good for flying kites? wah the wind was super strong and nice la. but too bad we dint manage to catch any sunset at all cos the rain soiled everything. but oh wells. haha at least we had fun.we even had mini picnic of junk food at the jetty.hahah super funny we just sat in the middle of nowhere and started sharing prawn crackers,sweets and cuttlefish and seaweed.hahaha

then arnd 5 plus qinyiiiiiidiot left for church and all the rest of us went for dinner! yummy yummy food we had. hahah hokkien mee, orh luat, sataty,bbq chicken,char kway teow,fried rice.hahah made me feel very guilty cos i was not supposed to eat all that!hahah but i guess when u are having fun, everything is ok once in awhile. hahah

then me and zx had a stupid competition.hahah we wanted to see who could rmb jiro wang's name in hana kimi cos we both forgotten. oh and calvin's real name in farenheit. hahha super irritating la. haha cos i wanted to enjoy my dinner but then i keep on thinking of the names and i gt really irritated cos i cannot think of it.

hahahah then we decided then we sort of have a "lifeline" each where we could call one person to ask for help. hahah so zx called zi qi and i called kimberly. yay! and i won! hahahah must thank kimberlyyyy:) zi qi dint pick up her phone and we she replied, she gave the wrong name.hahahah so funny.

hahah after that we decided to go home,cos we high until very tired alrdy.lol we walked out to the bus stop,which is like half an hour away from where we ate, then took 43 with elei home. one hour ride man.exactly cos i saw my watch.hahahha in the middle both of us were so tired that we slept throughout the journey.hahhaha fun day i had. i wont forget the date we set! HAHAA eliz stupid idea.haahh oh i posted pics alrdy on facebook:)

2008-09-01T09:40:00.000-07:00

hello again! felt like blogging:)was just browsing through some old photos and i know i have said this many times but they sure bring back memories.ahahha. really really miss the times we had trng, really really miss the times when we had competitions and stood as one. haiiiii...really really miss those happy times:)

2008-08-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

hello! decided to blog again! although i doubt that anyone even bothers to rad my blog anymore. lols i probably will go on a long hiatus after this post again...haha till after O's! i promise to blog after O's!:)

Many things have happened, time passes real fast. its 60+ more days to O's, every week just passes so fast, one moment ago i was still complaining that it was the start of a new week, and now its already sunday. I'm pretty scared for O's, but i know that its no use worrying, i got to work hard and believe in Buddha, for he will felp me through this difficult time.Now im more worried about my chinese results! it's coming back this Tuesday! OMG THATS LIKE 2 DAYS TIME!#!$#%^$&^%*&(^*(&$%^$(^__ shit i hope i wont be disappointed!

Anw! enough stressing myself! Last week went to watch Money no enough 2, its a really great show, very touching, i cried like crazy.( i know, i cry very easily, but this show is really touching!) Jack Neo's show nvr fails to make me cry real hard, everything he says is true, and keeps me thinking whether humans are so selfish and self centered by nature,why some people have to be so cruel to their parents who took care of them their whole life. Well, i guess thats life.thats reality and we got to accept it.

Last Friday, had school celebrations for National Day! i realised its the last national day i will be celebrating in PL, and i feel kinda emotional when we were singing, soon i will leave these sheltered walls, leave this place which has been my second home for 10 years. i realised when we reach sec 4, we kind of return back to sec 1 students again, where we were so enthusiastic. Its true; when i was in sec 1, i sang loudly during chapel, celebrations,assembly. Then came sec 2 and 3, when we start getting so called " rebellious", where we wont even open our mouths, much to the teachers fustration. And now, sec 4, i just feel like its the last time i can do all this crazy things with my friends, and im super enthu in all school events now. hahah life's a cycle, really. everything repeats. i used to think being in sec 4 is considered very old, but when i see others, i feel that i am still very small, and i havent been out to see the world, everything it seems to me, is not that great after all.ok i sound so emo now.haha its kinda emotional, thiknig abt all these stuff right?

so better not think abt it anymore. lol anw after that went for my cousin's 21st Birthday! it was a blast and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!haha enjoyed myself really!(photos on facebook!) see another example as to how young i am still. lol!

ok, this is a long post but its probably good for destressing! gg back to my books now! I CANT WAIT FOR O LEVELS TO END!:)

p.s pls tag so that i know my blog is still alive!! HAHAH

2008-05-26T07:29:00.001-07:00

hello ppl blogger is seriously pissing me off bcos i cannot post pics and it just deleted what i have just written!!!!!!! argh so those who want the pics just go my friendster or facebook to get. and the pics which i cannot post here just tell me then i email to ur or smth:)

2008-05-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

done!enjoy!

2008-03-13T07:28:00.001-07:00

Trng has been crazy the last few days. 2.4km, suicides,resistance. no wi think my old injury is back again. and i dont feel like moving from my seat at all,cos my legs is aching very badly. AND TMRW HAVE TRNG:(

i was just thinking back. i complained that i was always picked on,but come to think of it, im really lousy. my passes are not good,i cannot drive into the ball,everything abt me in netball is not good. which makes me wonder why i asked to play for the nationals and get the whole team pilled down. i feel like taking back all that i have said, cos im not performing up to standard,and im scared i will not perform in nationals. getting nervous and all that stuff will make me pull the whole team down. i guess its been a long time since i played in a tournament,for 4 whole quarters.

even no matter how badly i do want to play, i think its better i dont play. i dont want the whole team to suffer because of me. even she seems to have given up on me.

im so useless.

2008-02-09T17:34:00.000-08:00

hello world!
its been a long time since i bloggedddd!
so i shall blog about new year although my blog seems dead cos no one is tagging:(

This year's new year was rather boring except for playing cards cos i won lots of ka ching!hehe i am damn lucky i feel!hahahahaha my style is keep losing at the furst part, but due to my NEVER GIVE UP SPIRIT i start winning lots!AHAHAHA wth im actually writing this crap.hahaha ok anw ate lots and lots of new year goodies but not cos i want to eat k, its cos the food for lunch or dinner nt cooked yet and im super hungry so no choice lor.hahaha and i tot i put on 1kg cos i took my weight ystd night at my cousin's house.then make me so miserable. THEN THEN THEN! this morning woke up and took my weight again. and i realised i nvr put on at all!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO! i realised its cos i took ystd NIGHT, when i have just eaten and drank lots.hahahaah scare me for no reason,cos i took so long to lose the weight to come to what i am now u know! ahhaha and i just realised this is the first new year i dint put on weight at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

hahaha ok enough abt that. i saw many of my nieces and nephews! MY GAWD,at such a youg age, im an auntie of 10 children! oh my, then 1 just born,and 1 more expecting to come. so im like an antie of 12 children! wth hahaha but anyh i love all of them they are all so cute! haah especially the one just borned! oh my shes so cute cos shes like 2 months old so she doesnt really know how to turn her head,so when u carry her,she will just keep staring at u! oh my,so cuteeeeeeeeeeee! then i think her hair on one side more than the other,so if u dont hold her neck properly,her head will always sway to the right!HAHAHA damn cute la! and her sis is so cute cos her eyes are so damn big!hahaha all my nieces and nephews, i realised are so cuteeeeee and handsome and prettayeeee:)

and ystd i almost died i tell u. cos my cousin's bf is a gym instructor so we told him we wanted to lose fats so he came up with a regime that we did ystd! omg! i nvr ever in my life trained speed for swimming but thats wht i did ystd. so u can imagine how i struggled. my head was throbbing la, like many many ppl bashing me like that. went home, then plop on the bed and sleep.hahaha then this morning wake up my whole body aching.walao i tell u wht we did.

20 laps warm up in 24 mins(can u believe it?warm up only but 20 laps!!?i almost died la)
10x50 sprints( means swim 1 lap,stop,then do 10 times.and each lap below 2 mins,cos if u reach at 1:55 u only have 5 secs to rest before the next lap.so u can imagine how we sprint for each lap.super tiring i tell u.)
6x200 laps( means 4 laps,then stop, then do 6 times. and i rep must be below 5mins30.although he said no need to sprint, i feel like im sprintng every lap bcos if i dont do that i wont be able to reach back in time to rest.)
8x100 laps(same thing,2 laps,stop,do 8 times. 1 rep in 2mins30.again, im like sprinting.)
10 laps time trial( but we dint do that,cos too tired and very late so no time to do.)

walao ur should try doing it. i bet ur surely die one!hahahahah ok gg out ltr! yay!but i havent started studying yet!AHHHHH!shall post my nieces and nephews photos next time!

2008-02-03T03:46:00.000-08:00

hey ppl ur should watch these videos. DAMN HILARIOUS AND CUTEE!xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3Rw_3ky-uo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aL5dyAkd9uM

hahahahaa hope these videos can make some ppl happy or relieve some stressssssssssss:)

2008-01-30T04:18:00.000-08:00

hello hello! had been a hectic week so far. finally got some time to slack a bit:)
today i realised many things.

1. some teacher in our school is so damn irritating.
2. there are people in the world named snow wong and sky wong.(so cute! the small boy and girl i saw in the bus)
3.my physics tuition teacher is actually quite fun and interesting.
4. resulting in me not even sleeping once in physics tuition.
5. i just rmb tmorrow is a holiday.
6. i am not that scared of presenting in front of the school now.
7. physics is actually quite fun when u understand the question.

haha and so many more. dont feel like writing any more!
byee!:)

2008-01-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

hello ppl!

i love fridays now! cos its the only day where i can finally rest and slack abit. everyday of a sec 4 life is so stressful. study study, stay back, netball, tournament... so many things la.

anyway, im really proud of our b div! we beat dunman sec ystd, who can be considered our arch enemies la. cos we always lose to them last time. so it was a great feeling and satisfaction when we won them! lazy to elaborate more but yay! and hopefully we will work hard for the other games cos i want our batch to make history!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:):):):):):):):):):))

yes and juniors dont give up! there are many more matches to play!!!!!!!!!!ur can do it! i believe ur can:):):):):):)):)

and i tot i would just shun bian promote youth olympics!yay! hahah please help to donate ur sports items to help the less fortunate! target:at least 5 items each person! try la. 1 also can. thought that counts:) so must help donate ok!!!!!!!!:))

ok then i wanted to blog abt something else but i forgot.so well. wait till i rmb then i blog agn:)

2008-01-13T04:59:00.000-08:00

Fate is such a mysterious thing, i feel. it's like no one knows when it will happen. i know many ppl dont believe in Fate, but i dont know why i do. its like, if u are fated to meet, u will meet.hah, and ppl dont speculate.i did not see someone i like or smth, its just something that happened today that made me think abt this.
ok, this is what happened today. i ran from my house which is in sengkang, all the way to sch bus stop. it took almost one hour.hahah actually i tot of stoppin at sch bus stop cos my dad can fetch me home from there. but it so happens that my mum havent finish her marketing. so i decided to run to the next bus stop. its so weird, but when i reached there, i saw charlotte chocolatexD walking towards the bus stop. i knw ur must be saying, what the crap is jaslynn talking abt? hahaah but i really think its cool. imagine i stopped at our sch bus stop, i will never see charlotte at all. its like something so mysterious, something called fate. hahah i dont know if im thinking too much, but its really strange.hah. but not like i want to have fate with charlotte(eww!xD) i am only fated with my love pris:) see our cute pic:)
HAHAH!

anyway, today rained damn heavy it was so scary la! the lightning and thunder was so scary all of a sudden i felt so lonely. ok rather random.hahaha
ystd went for YOG talk.gave cca fair a miss. so sian la, the talk. i wanted to go for cca fair as it was the last year i could be there. somemore in charge!:( anw, dint learn anything new at the talk.so sian. thn after that the talk ended early so went walk walk with jia while waiting for xian and elei to go sp open house. had fun with that moron. took some gross pics with her and nice pics of me!xD then went to sp and had some fun!

me and elei on tv! in sp's school of business, media part.
so cool la! im supposedly orlando bloom and elei jane leno?

ZX 4 LIAN PAI!

elei's turn!

this is jia's unglam one!xD( shes gg to kill me!)

in the toilet, in the toilet....(sings)

so cute!:)
ANYONE?HAHAHA
new kind of mars bar!

this scenery is damn nice! but i lazy to rotate it!haha

my cute 4 lian pai!

ahahah ok thats about all!

tml lit shuld be quite fun, cos we are acting!

hahah elei is king lear, im cordelia( who the hell is that, i also dunno), bra is juliet( of course can la! look at her *******!haahha sensored, siv is romeo!hahhahaha

2008-01-10T04:07:00.000-08:00

ok back after many weeks of not blogging. not really in the mood to blog but blogging for the sake of blogging.haah

had a serious talk today cos of the equipment incident yesterday. i felt really bad cos i disappointed zx who put her trust in me. so i really must say, SORRY ZHI XIAN! but i know that although i have to take responsibilty,everyone has to too. i think if there was better communication none of this would have happened. but wht has happened is all in the past. and i hope to put it all behind me. haha but i think this is the second most serious thing that has happened after the ROOM incident.haha

school's getting really stressful these few days.lots of homework, lots of problems with teachers, lots of projects. im scared i wont be able to cope. i have been crying recently and i dont know why. maybe i feel sad for all the wrong i have done.

well like what gloria said, people change, and its inveitable.
but sometimes, it gets irritating and i wonder why we cannot just stay as the innocent kids that we were last time.

all the quarrels, all the irresponsibleness(my own wordXD), i really regret it.
how i wish the stress can go away as easily as it comes.
shit.

2007-12-19T20:02:00.000-08:00

wahhhhhhhh piangssssssssssss man!

i sound so cheena. maybe cos i read too much of shitle's blogXD
anyway, wah piang eh.
my good friend come todayyyyyyyyyy of all times!!!
sian leh, i want to go exercise one then now dont feel like gg liaos.
and worse still.
i gg holiday on satttttt!!!!!!!
AHHHHHH
damn ma fan la.
bring all the stupid pads go holiday!
ass leh.
i like writing poem like that,writing in stanzas.
no actually i think im writing crap.
sian so bored now.
but ltr gt christmas partyyyyyyyy!!:):)
smth to look forward to!
and sorry ppl, i read ur tags but i am in no mood to reply tags!
sorry! reply another time!
goodbyeee:)

2007-12-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

hello everyone!

was out today from 7am to 10pm!hahaa went to eliz church some kind of games day. super fun, time passed very quickly especially without all the pressure and screaming from HER.

HAHAHA to start off the new day, we(me,zx,wy,qy,claris,jia) decided to play a trick on e-lei. actually nt really wy. that moron havent reached yet thats why zx came up with the stupid idea.hahaha so i told e-lei that wy cannot come last min, hahahah and to my horror wy just msged e-lei to tell her she is on her way.walao spoil our plan. so i decided to use zx.hahah long story but our plan worked in the end and e-lei got tricked by us.hahaha so retarded.

hahaha then during the whole day we were having so much fun playing floorball and captain's ball until this stupid ass group of ppl came along.(_________ netballers and one EXTRA basketballer). walao they were playing rough,they were playing not according to the rules.walao i just want to bash them up la. and also the umpire who was blind and dint see their fouls and also deaf because apparently i screamed so loud to tell him the foul but he dint seem to hear me.ass la. AND BEST. those ppl were so arrogant abt themsleves. they knew the other teams were lousier and they dont know how to shou xia liu qing. ass la they all. haha so at first our main goal was to help the other groups take revenge but in the ended i guessed we wanted to beat them so much ourselves cos they were really such jerks. aiya lazy to continue the story.

butbutbut! our team, ELIZ(its sucha gross team name la xD), won 2nd and 3rd for floorball, and 1st for captains ball! beat that asshole team! and we got $60 swensens voucher(which is in our stomachs now:)) and $70 RSH voucher.so each one of us gt $10:). The best was the price la. i was telling the rest imagine for every netball game we win we get money or smth!hahah that will surely be a damn good motivation la!hahaa ok enough la i shall show pics now! enjoy!:)

HAHA SOME GROSS PICS!

AIYO. mouth so big still pose like that!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
WY'S GROWN FAT FINALLY!

HAHAHAHA YUSKS THIS IS DAMN GROSS BUT

SUPER FUNNAYEEE!

EEYER.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!

WTH HAPPENED TO QY'S FACE!

FLOORBALL!!

so gross.

HAHAHAH SHES SUPER FUNNAYE!

THE WINNING TEAM:)

HAHAA another eliz!

zx's lousy phototaking!xD
hahah zx face kanna cut off.

hahaa now is wy!
so cute hor!( im refering to me:))

oh my gawd becky! look at our faces! it is soooooo oily!
on the way back to home sweet home:)

jia's good phototaking!

jia's ba phototaking! HAHA

2007-11-29T22:05:00.000-08:00

Trng just ended.
trng was suicides suicides suicides today.
we did 20++++++++++ suicides?
countless and my leg is now numb.
had a serious talk with us and i felt that some made sense while some dint.
like how we had to change our attitude.
yeah i think thats true.
if we think we will lose before even trying, then we will surely lose.
no use trying or playing.
im trying to change my attitude towards her.im trying really hard.
but till then.
i will not give up.
our team will not give up.
we work together as one
and we finish the race together.
i will not give up.
over my dead body.

anyhow, CHIJ match next week.
and although all of us know they are strong,
we will not give up and give our best.
we must show our fighting spirit and prove others wrong.
and of course change our mindsets.
EVERYONE WE CAN DO IT RIGHT!:)

2007-11-27T03:28:00.000-08:00

Read the newspapers the past few days and i read abt the dragonboaters who died in an unfortunate mishap. i dont know why, but i just started crying when i read the newspaper. unbelievable, cos i think u have never seen someone cry because of a newspaper article, but i just felt so sad for the guys and their parents. They were all so young,still having a bright future ahead of them.yet they have to leave in such a way.its really pitiful that they die in a country so unfamiliar to them. i dont know what else to say but i dont know why my heart just has this sinking feeling inside. i just feel so down these few days.

but this has thought me something,to cherish every minute of our lives. Stop wasting our time doing nth meaningful,cos u will never know what may happen next. the dragonboaters may have lots of wishes that they have not fulfilled, but i just hope they will rest in peace.

2007-11-25T00:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIALE!!
u are 15 alrdy!
my birthday wish for u is to stop chicken moving and whining!
wow! what a great friend am i to have such a nice wish for u!HAHAH

on the other hand...

just talked to glennice and i realised how much i miss primary school. those were the days we copuld just be naive, we could just have fun without any problems worrying us. Now problems just never seem to end.

training tomorrow.
and im dreading it.

2007-11-13T03:22:00.000-08:00

hello! survived another day of her training! training today was a killer. i almost got fried under the hot sunnnnnn.anw, pictures as i said.sorry it came so late!!!:))

eliz is gg to tell us some of the passes in netball!

chest pass! bounce pass? underarm?! notice one of us is always not smiling at the camera.
first its jiale.

and me.

now its eliz.

and its jiale again!

hahaha showing off our buck tooth!
my love and me!:))))
hahahaa!funny picture!
future models!!:)
group photo!

2007-11-08T06:41:00.000-08:00

yay! Today's one of the most special deepavali i ever had!

i was out at sea the whole day with my classmate of six years!!!! and eh, dont u dare say i never help sail ok! i helped pour out the water from the boat to prevent it from capsizing!xD hahaha but u did the most job la k?hahaha

it was really really great fun but i dunno how to write it all down.hahah and till now i still feel like im drifting on water.my body feels lightheaded.heeheh

k im lazy to wirte anymore but its the first time i went sailing and i want to sail again! and friend of six years,we havent go to the gym tgt yet!!xD

2007-11-05T06:54:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU.

that ugly wild fat boar yonder,go eat pork.
HAHA

2007-11-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

wah i just show the youtube video on the old man being bullied by the stupid angmohs. and i think they are FUCKING BASTARDS. seriously man, they have like nothing better to do ah? why must they bully some innocent elderly trying to make money. and hello? this is like so damn not ur freaking country, so what gives you the right to do all this crap? if it is in ur country i would like freaking not care, but this is like my country,and i think you all should go to hell. anw, i think ur will go to hell. this is such a sinful act. makes me wonder how bad the education system is in UK. do ur even have any freaking teacher?! even if u have, i bet those teachers are just some stupid old hag who dont even have a single brain cell,much less a brain. FREAKING BASTARDS GO TO HELL MAN!FREAKING ASSHOLES!

sorry i just feel like saying all this out.ignore the bad words ppl. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl:)

today every paragraph of my post will have a weird inside, cos many weird things happened to me.hahaha

went gymming today and i saw many many ppl. hahaha first i saw Mr chiang( you know that maths teacher!at least i think it was him,haha:)) woah he is muscular man. but somehow i dunno why he looks weird to me still.hahah no offence.

then i saw my family doctor there which i felt very weird cos she doesnt look the type who would go to the gym.hahaha again again no offence.

then i saw someone i bet gloria will LOVE to see.hahahah which i also felt rather weird cos i dint know she would come to a neighbourhood gym.hahah again again again no offence.

then as i was going home i saw this weird looking taxi that looks like a flattened car. its not the london cab kind,its the black and yellow kind.and the taxi driver seemed like he was being squashed inisde too.hahaha again again again again no offence.ahhahahah

hahah see all my paragraphs have a weird inside and i realised "again no offece" is in every paragraph too! wow this post seems to be like spotting the similarities game!hahaa so fun!-____-'

hahaha ok shall end here:) tml is my dental check up and im very scared cos everyone's been scaring me abt how painful it is to wear braces. i just have this WEIRD feeling inside me ,like dunno whether to go anot.haiiiiiiiiya(this paragraph cannot use "again no offence"! just doesnt make sense!)

2007-10-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

Today is a f sucky day.

gt scolded in the mornin,gt scolded in the afternoon. i hate her bloody biasness and all that she had done. she never realises how many feelings she had hurt.

i know u were trying to make me nt feel so sad, thank you
but u made it a little too obvious.

2007-10-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

hahaha was looking at some past photos and then i realised how gross i looked in the past. hahaha now still looks better although im fat now.hahahhaha

Me at the very start.
me when i decided to lose weight. i looked damn scary i just realised.hahaha like some drug addict.Lol.This is when i was starting to put on weight.

and now! the left hand side one chio-er right? of course la.me wht!HAHAHA ignore that black monkey beside me! HAHHAHAHAHAHAxD

2007-10-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

today has been an emo day for me.

i feel like screaming and crying out loud.

why is all this happening to me?

2007-10-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

hello hello! i know i have not been blogging for so long, but well, there is like nth to blog and...
im lazyyyyyy.hehehehxD

so anw, ystd was the last episode of the channel 8 9'oclock show. its a damn damn damn nice show k!! to me la. the plot is like so different from normal singapore shows where it revolves arng a family. this show is like abt vengance and stuff. so its kinda cool. and i think this is one of the very rare times i cried so much when i watch a singapore tv serial. cos like normally they have happy endings. singapore's shows are kinda boring. always have happy ending. but this show is cool!! its different!!:) so like im still thinking abt the show! really nice...if they ever repeat im gg to watch agn!! and now i finally realised why the show name is called metamorphosis. cos this show shows like the change in the people, their character and stuff, from good evolve to evil. get it! get it!!?? thats what i think la. so the name is super cool too!!:)))

ok then enough abt that, back to today. had the interclass volleyball competition today. i think many classes are like badmouthing us and stuff now.hahaha cos we quarreled with practically every umpire cos their rules were not clear and we always won.ahahah but what we were quarreling abt is the correct rules of the game! checked with mdm tini alrdy so like we dont need to feel guilty or whtever that we keep picking "fights".hahahah

then modular ltr. watched the apprentice and i just realised that show is like quite nice to watch leh. i dint know it was so interesting. last time whenever i see that show on tv i will just switch channels.HAHAHA so maybe now if the show comes back i will go watch and see how it is.hahaha

sian la. tml trng when its like supposed to be our rest day. anw, school is like so ruched and packed now. even though its like post exams, we still like have as many things to do like before exams. sian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

thats all! enough of my ranting!!hehe

2007-10-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

In case u cannot see the dialouge, it says:removal of armpit hair advertisement.

Pris says: I am hairless, are you?

wee says: For fast removal visit us at sumo hair removal! HAHAHAH

This one says: Another armpit hair ad.

Pris says: hey there! want hairless armpits? trust my team of professionals!

AND WE ARE SUPPOSEDLY PRIS TEAM OF HAIRLESS TREATMENT PROS.HAHAHAHAHHA!

Then the bottom says: Results may vary. Not responsible for any mishaps such as hairier armpits. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH!

This is so lame can!

2007-10-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!! went out today with DA group.had lotsa fun. watched balls of fury. quite ok la. it's funny but yet i dont laugh.i got no sense of humour la. the rest laugh like siao i just sit and stone there lor. LOL anw pictures!!!=)

OK! and now im gonna blog abt my hamsters!!:)

It all started when THE SIX bought a hamster as my birthday present. it's name is BULLET YEO ZI DAN.(lol)

This is him. So cute right? He was stretching:)

This was his cage which was like a bungalow for

him cos my father joined 2 cages together.

This is him in the exercise ball when i was
cleaning the cage. The ball is so cute la.can let
him run everywhere around me house.

This is him sleeping la. so cute,rolled up
like a ball.

Then one day i read up about this breed of hamsters.
It is a roboroskii hamster,and i read that it actually
lives in pairs or colonies.Hence, i felt for the sake of it
not being lonely,i decided to get a new hamster. This is
his new big cage.

After spending like hours at the pet shop cos
bullet wouldnt blend with any hamster;he kept
picking fights with them.we finally got one that he
was comfortable with. He is called BOMB YEO ZA DAN!
(HAHAHAHAH! such a cute name la!) This is the both of
them sleeping together.so cute hor!

again!

and again!

and can u believe it! they actually fell backwards
while sleeping!hahaha so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!!xD

That more or less ends my story.hahah goodnightyyyy!!!!!!:)

2007-09-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

WAHHHHHHHHHHHH

finally can use the com again. A few days ago,both my coms broke down at the same time.best. so i cannot use lor. finally can useeeeeeeee=)

k firstly, thanks to everyone whoo have wished me happy birthday and given me weird presents like fruits and so on. hahahaha but to say frankly,this was the best birthday i ever had. thanks everyone:)

firstly, i was so touched when my sis actually mailed my bdae present from china all the way here and gave me a surprise.whats even more shocking is that she bought what i wanted even before i told her.hahahaha xin you lin xin=)

Then, i got a hamster as a present.wah best.hahahahah its name is bullet yeo zi dan. HAHAHAH long story as to how it got its name so ask me if u wanna know.thanks THE SIX for ur present and i really really appreciate how ur tried folding cranes to give me and even thinking of buying a hamster.hahahah its really cute but im kinda scared of it cos it runs very fast.ahahah i dont even dare to open the cage to touch it or carry it out.hahaha and hor at first i tot its anorexic but i just found out today that the food it too hard and big for it to bite la.no wonder it nvr eat. i gave it some small seeds today and he ate like siao la.hahahah so cute luckily i found out earlier.

today was funfair. SUMO ROCKS LUH! hahahah quite fun but damn tiring la.hahaha k i lazy to blog alrdy bye bye:)

2007-09-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

omg the weirdest thing just happened! omg im so damn embarrassed la!

There was this person who talked to me online,asking me who i was. omg and i tot that was my senior,hui fang. so i started talking to 'her' and i was like talking crap la! then that person asked me what was my name and where i was from. then i was like wondering, wth! how come my senior will forget who i am when she is still in this school? then i was thinking, oh maybe we hardly talk to each other in school so she cannot rmb me. so i continued talking crap to that person. then that person just dunno who the hell i am, like that person ask me what school am i in and like how old am i and like where im from. then i was like, HUH? hui fang shuld know all this what!!

so i asked who is that person, and OMG HE IS FROM IRELAND AND HES 27 YEARS OLD! OMG AND DID I METION HES 27 YEARS OLD? omg so embarrassing la! and i was like talking crap?!! i dont even know how the hell i added him on msn!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! so embarrassing can!

2007-09-19T05:19:00.000-07:00

hello ppl!! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! as in really over!!! no more books!! i got an ure to burn all my books now, but i know i will be in the losing end next year.HAHAHAHHA

anyway, went gym with xian,jia, claris after school. hahah xian was so scared she fall off the treadmill la. then i told her the one she was running on is a jinxed one, and the next thing i knew,she almost fall.ALMOST.hahaha k shant laugh at her.so mean.

hahah gymming was damn tired la. and worse la! i took the bus from the wrong side la! instead of gg home, i went all the way to geylang la! walao eh and the worst thing is jia and i saw the directory and it said the bus was gg towards punggol la! so weird,i think we too tired alrdy, not concentrating.hahahah so while the 3 of them reached home long ago,i reach home at 6 plus.when i went to hougang gym and i left there at 4 plus?walao it takes like 15 mins to reach home only la!hahahaha

k anyway,while waiting for the bus,jia and i took some photos.HAHAHA i got jia;s unglam photos,BUT i decided not to post it! see jia,im so nice luh! but if u make me angry i can post it up anytime!blackmail!!HEHEHExDhahaa no la more like i scared jia angry.hahahah she mood swing super fast one.HAHAHA no la no la im kidding!hahaha ok enough talking!byebye

i hate innovation week,but on a lighter note,my birthday is 9 days away!!!:)

in the toilet after gym!!:)

as the picture suggests,model of the year!!!HAHAHAH but
walao my stupid pimple spoil the picture!:(

jia trying to do multi shot for her wallet.HAHAHA
1!

3!

4!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE!

and again!in colour!!:)

2007-09-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

helllooooo! nows like 11.15pm and i just came back.hahahah went out with glor chin wy claris jamie and we had a looooonnnnngggg talk. it was so fun, and i loved the times we just sat down to talk about anything under the sun. i kinda miss it now, cos sec 3 life is just so hectic u dun even have time to sit down and talk. now exams kinda over, so more relaxed.

eh welfare!!(GLORIA) plan outing leh!! so long we nvr go out together as a team!!! i cant wait!!xD

2007-09-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!!!!! im blogging again!!!! exams are finally overrrr!!!!!!!! ok,considered over la.hahah 2 more to go!!!!!!!! i am going to focus on my exercise again!!! havent been exercising for a long time cos of exams. feel so lazy and fat.ahahhaa so im going to work hard so i can fit into clothes in china!!haahha

was having a convo with pris just now and she is just so lame luh.she wanted to write a tory for me and i wrote back one for her.hahaha guess which fairytale our story is based on! correct answers get a mystery prize from me!!!LOLxD

one fine day.
Priscilla ; says:
little Ugly black jaslynn decidedto go see her grandmother.
Priscilla ; says:
but a wolf came to steal her goodies and candies. Little jaslynn cried like a furious chicken
Priscilla ; says:
but then, heroic priscilla came and bahsed and the wolf, returning to candies to jaslynn
Priscilla ; says:
she was so delighted that she bowed down to priscilla 100 times and took out a candy from her POOKET to give prscilla.
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
OMG
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
SO LAME
Priscilla ; says:
by the time she reached grandma's palce, grandma was dead because jaslynn was too late to save her from the ferocious wolf.
Priscilla ; says:
the end
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
WHTS CRYING LIKE A FURIOUS CHICKEN!?
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
HAHHAAH
Priscilla ; says:
HSHAHHAHAHAHAH!
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
u seen a furious chicken?!
Priscilla ; says:
yah
Priscilla ; says:
yoU!
Priscilla ; says:
HAHHHAHAH1
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
hahahahhaah
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
u lame shit la
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
hahahha
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
i write a story abt u too
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
wht story u want
Priscilla ; says:
ehhh
Priscilla ; says:
i want
Priscilla ; says:
cinderella.
Priscilla ; says:
and i want to be cinderella
Priscilla ; says:
123 go
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
yucks
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
hahaha
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
ok
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
once upon a time
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
there lived a family of woman
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
there were two sisters
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
one was the pretty and beautiful and hot and sexy step sister, jaslynn
Priscilla ; says:
i don't want to hear anymore.AHHA! Continue please
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
the other was priscilla who slugged like a maid because she was ugly and had a big mole in the middle of her face
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
she was a parallel to boo radley
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
one day
Priscilla ; says:
HAHHAHHAHAHAHHAH!
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
she sneaked to the ball her beautiful hot sexy cute sister jaslynn was going to.
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
she thought she was very pretty and so decided to make a grand entrance
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
unfortunately everyone started feeling nauseous when they saw her
Priscilla ; says:
OUHHHHH!
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
they started vomiting and in order to avoid the flying vomit everywhere she fled leaving her wooden slipper there
Priscilla ; says:
HAHAHHHhaH!
Priscilla ; says:
its called diamond mind you
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
the prince found the the slipper and unfortunately as he was a little blind in one eye and myopic in the other
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
he thought he had seen the most gorgeous beauty in the world
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
he decided to find her
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
when he finally found cinderella
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
he refused to believe she was the girl he was looking for
Priscilla ; says:
because she was overly gorgeous
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
he insisted that girl was beautiful hot sexy cute jaslynn
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
then he and jaslynn married happily ever after
Priscilla ; says:
he was blind you see.. so he saw wrongly
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
and cinderella was left a maid again.
<[ Jas]> maybe its time. says:
the end

HAHAHAAH so funny:)

2007-08-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

LAST TIME

NOW

hahah i was looking at the photos last time and i chanced upon this photo.look at me.hahah i realised i was a walking skeleton,thinner than wei ying.ahahha now i realised how disgusting i looked.but somehow i missed those times,where i can just grab any shirt and wear and i would look nice.best on days when i wake up late.no need to be afraid of seeing those blobs of fats arnd my whole body.hahaha now i take super long just to choose smth to wear,cos it just looks ugly with all the fats.haizzzzzzzzzz then i end up nt going out,cos i feel so sad i ballooned up so much.oh wells.im working hard:) i lost 2 kg alrdy!:)

2007-08-20T05:42:00.001-07:00

hello!!!!!!!! back from exams!!!

on the way back from trng today,eliz and i saw this mad man outside our school. HE WAS IN HIS BRIEFS ONLY!THEN HE WALKED TO THE TRAFFIC LIGHT AND STARTED BANGING HIS HEADAGAINST THE POLE!omg and its hard hard lah! so scary! for a moment we thought his head was going to bleed!!

exams finally over! geog,a maths,physics papers sucks. aiya!!!!!! exams like start next week agn! wth la!

Many things happened.
ur said we nvr cared abt ur feelings.
then have ur thought abt it.
who cares for ours?

2007-08-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooooo!!

i know many ppl have been waiting for me to post! so here i am! but no emo post today!! im rather happy this whole week! hahahah
ok.start from wed.

wed
national day celbrations in school.it was uber cool!!hahah enjoyed lots and collected my book prize.but theres one thing i dont understand. why the top 3 in the level get a book and vouchers while the best progress girls get $150?!! so damn unfair la.especially when someone got it.shittyfied!haha after in the night went for family gathering at some korean restaurant.the food there was ok la, but had quite a fun time taking pics. homed from my cousin's house at 12 plus.
pictures!

the 2 beauties!

woah! look at their muscles!

" sleeping beauty"hahaah

my bro looks quit handsome withour specs.haha

okok!
thurs

went charlotte chocolate's house to study with pris jia lishan and of course charlotte.(duh right!her house?)hahah went gymming before that and i felt so refreshed.went home to watch national day parade.and i think this year's national day parade is super cool and unique.none like the previous years!i enjoyed it so much.hahahs
fri

went badmintonning with bel pris and jia after my tuition.wahhh super fun la.i dint feel tired at that time but the next day body ached all over!!hhaha must act cool mah!hahahah AND PRIS I GOT MORE SHOTS THAN U!! 82!!yay!!hahaha then after that went with pris to hougang library to study, omg and it doesnt even seem like a library.how can a library not have tables to study?!ahah but thats exactly wht it was in the library.so me and pris went to the children's section to sit on the floor study.we thought it would be quiet there but we were wrong.omg la the children keep running arnd screaming.and some crying la! walao haha in the end we decided to listen to music.haha then afters while waiting for my dad to come fetch me, i thought of this stupid idea to play hide and seek in NTUC. i know its stupid la, but if pris agrees to it then she is also stupid!wahahahaha. the game is like if within one min i cannot find her i lose.but she can run arnd to avoid me.hahaha total retards but lots of fun!!haahah

omg pris u look so scary!

i suspect pris has dengue.(there are red spots on her face.)

after badminton!

sat
had tuition in the morning and rested awhile before studying.im guai kia ok! i studied the whole afternoon la!i felt so accomplished hence sun i decided would be my rest day.hahah no studying!went to watch midnight show with my sis at amk hub and we caught ruch hour 3.omg i tell u that shows super funny la!its worth the money and time.(cos we were supposed to watch the 11pm show but when we reached there at 10 plus sold out alrdy,so we had to watch the ktr show.and i waited there doing nth for one hour!) oh and amk hub nachos seriously sucks!dont ever buy it when u watch there!

sun
tuition in the morning.then watched tv.then slept for like 3 hours?!haha then went for dinner.then im here now.and bcos i slept so long now i dont feel tired at all.shittyfied,tml ppl!ur will see panda bear in school!hahaha

k so long peeps!(taken frm someone!hahaah)

p.s the pics are all taken from my new phone!!!quite clear hor!hahaha

2007-08-06T05:02:00.000-07:00

i am really stressed these few days.no maybe since the year started.have i put too much pressure on myself?i dont know.i just feel so disappointed when i dont get the results i want after studying so hard.

it seems so ironic.sarah told me not to cry if the geog test was hard.and i cried.hahah actually it was super easy.juat a moment of my carelessness and poof! there goes my 6 marks.i prolly will fail this test? why?

this is like super unfair.is this what i get for working hard?

shittyfied.

2007-08-03T07:38:00.000-07:00

hello ppl!!

its friday!!yesh!! but the thought of geog test on mon makes me sad.means i have to mug on the weekends.urghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!and somemore glor and chin said its difficult!crapshitttttt!!!

hmmmm! and and and! i finally bought my new school bag!!yesh!its lime green in colour!very nice!so im a happy kid now!heheheh!oh and the phone i've been waiting for is finally out!yesh!!and the best thing is,its only $289!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG IM SO DAMN HAPPY WHEN THE WOMAN TOLD ME THAT!I ASKED HER TO CONFIRM AND YESH ITS TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok...i shall not get too high.ahahhaah oral today and it was pretty easy.i farted in the hall while waiting and zx eliz jiale kimberly wy almost died!hahahahahaa but they survived which is rather sad.HAHAHAAAAH.

trng was rather good too.so im glad.nites ppl!:)

2007-08-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

long day today.
many things happened.
im glad everything is solved.
thanks to janice,jia,glor,xian and whoever who was there to cheer me up.(u know who u are:))
life's getting harder each day i have to admit.
out.

Honey why you calling me so late?

It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying?
Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was youI guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

2007-07-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

A photo can say a thousand things

But it can't say the million things

I wanna say

A photo can capture the way we were

But it can't capture the way we are

Cause you're far away

What it's like to know you

What it's like to touch you

Yeah...

When you told me that you loved me

Were those just words?

You can't tell me you don't need meA

nd I know that hurts

Cause I'm looking at your picture

Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day you and me will have

One more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments

Yeah,

I might be lonely, girl

But I'm not afraid

In a second, it all comes right back to me

No, nothing's forgotten now

Yeah, everything's saved

What it's like to touch you

What it's like to know you

Yeah...

When you told me that you loved me

Were those just words?

You can't tell me you don't need me

And I know that hurts

Cause I'm looking at your picture

Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day you and me will have

One more shot

You were my life

You were my faith

You gave me hope everyday

When you told me that you loved me

Were those just words

You can't tell me you don't need me

And I know that hurts

Cause I'm looking at your picture

Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day you and me will have

One more shot

Bingo.

i love this song.

it says a thousand words.

get lost.

u have hurt my feelings.

totally.

2007-07-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

School is getting busier and busier everyday.ever since term 3 started, i seemed to have no time left for myself.and people still say sec 3 is the slack year.WTH.i think its the killer year.Tuesday i had the best trng ever.glad this week is finally going to be over.and one more thing to be happy abt!i have stuck with my diet so far!hopefully i will see results!hahaha oh and i officially announce,jiale and charlotte are total retatrds!hahahah!but looking at their spastic faces online just brightens my day!no i mean night!ahha i know ur lurbbbee me lots!!ahhahahahxD

2007-07-22T02:38:00.001-07:00

ok.this guy is really weird AND hilarious.

look at wht he asked me.

~= ... =~ says:
who died arr?
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
huh
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
sorry
~= ... =~ says:
harry potter
~= ... =~ says:
?
~= ... =~ says:
tt book larr
~= ... =~ says:
who died in the end? i havent got it yet
~= ... =~ says:
haha
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
how i know
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
why u asking me
~= ... =~ says:
cos i thought u read it
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
u asking the wrong person issit
~= ... =~ says:
from ur nick
~= ... =~ says:
haha
~= ... =~ says:
nvm
~= ... =~ says:
thx ne way
~= ... =~ says:
no lar. its ur nick mah
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
ahaha
~= ... =~ says:
then i thought u read liao
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
oh
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
but my nick is spiderman mah
BUT SPIDERMAN DINT DIE!! says:
ahahhaa

omg i think he is blind.ahahaha

i cannot seem to get myself away from the com!!!im like supposed to study!!!!!!AHHHHH!!
XINWEI I MISS U!
cannot wait for u to come back!!:)

2007-07-22T01:49:00.000-07:00

im growing fatter everyday.
i think im slipping into depression.
i cant concentrate on my studies.
im gg to fail this term.
someone just save me from this world.

2007-07-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

many things happened today.
i cant believed i cried.
well, people get emotional sometimes, talking about things they are upset about.

watched transformers with xian glor bel claris the MORON!hahah its a super cool show with the cars transforming into robots!SUPER COOL!and the robots are so damn nice!hahaha its worth the watch.and everyboday ignored bel when she wanted to go toilet even though we were urgent ourselves cos we wanted to watch the show!hahahahaha asalabah is sucha moron!xD

i slept halfway.
will you forgive me?
why must things turn out that way.
you know you hurt me a lot.
like thousands of nice stabbing into my heart.
it hurts badly,you know.

2007-07-02T08:05:00.001-07:00

TODAY IS OFFICIALLY THE NO CAB DAY!

hahaah went to chinese garden MRT,reached there at 0940 and left house at 8. -__- went there and found out swimming complex was closed till 2.30pm,so we decided to cab down to cck swimming complex cos there also got slides. we waited for like 40 mins at a txi stand!!?? yes, a taxi stand yet no taxi stopped for us.wth right!!finally had to call cab.

reached cck, AND BEST! swimming complex also closed!walao eh!wasted money on cab fare la!decided to cab down to wild wild wet cos cck to pasir ris is really damn far.NO CAB AGAIN! call the hotline also all busy!wth la!! finally reached the swimming pool almost 4 hours after the time we were supposed to swim at! ahahah but had great fun at wild wild wet! lazy to elaborate!

homed and now im gg to slp!!

arghh...school tomorrow!

ohohoh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINLE a.k.a METRO AUNTIE a.k.a SHITLER!!!HAHAHA<333>

2007-07-01T07:35:00.000-07:00

tuition-ed in the morning then went exercising!! glad at least i exercise!!!hahaah caught the next episode of sonria pasta and i think the show's getting more and more interesting!!!yaye!!

off to PS in the afternoon to meet the As.(hahah chin and chong)chong went off with her aunt halfway and me and chin ended up gg to the arcade.we played the stupid jackpot game and we won lots of sweets but actually our target was to get the BIG CUTE COW TOY!!!omg it was super cute la!! then chin like spent so much cos we were both addicted to it!!ahahah in the end win sweet only!

haha then i best!go bishan with my parents to eat dinner then i still go play agn!!ahahah and i hit the checker so many times la!i was so close to winning jackpot then my mum dont want to give me anymore money!:( so in the end i ended up with many sweets agn!haahahahah

my whole bag is full of sweets now!haha

goodnight!:)

2007-06-28T09:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

went to wy's kimmie's and arch's bdae chalet.it was super fun afterall even though there were few ppl.hahah me and wee wanted to scare jia and ivy but we ended up scaring ourselves!!oh oh oh i almost lost my hp la! super scary!!i went back to the arcade after like 3 hrs plus and the man was gg to close the arcade.this is our convo,

me: excuse me did ur see any samsung phone?
man: so long than u realise u lost it ah?

then he gave me back my phone.i was so pleased man! A while ago i was panicking,then i was all smiles when i found my phone.luckily that man was a kind soul and he didnt steal it!hahah

then on the way back,6 of us squeezed into jia's van,and guess what?WEE'S FBTs GOT HOOKED BY THE S HOOK AND SHE COULDNT MOVE!!HAHHAHAH it was a damn funny sight and we just kept teasing her all the way back. she dared us to blog abt this and we said we would!hahaha so here it is wee!! a post dedicated just to u!!!arent u touchedddddd!!!AWWWWW...hahahah jia's parents were super nice to fetch me straight to sengkang.homed then now im blogging.

i just saw smth that totally pissed me off. gt nth to say,just shut ur fucking mouth up. oh u think u are so great.u think u are nth god.well let me tell u. u are nth.u are just a freaking pile of shit.u only know how to criticise others,and u think u are so perfect and stuff! well let me knock some bloody sense into ur empty brain, u areat all.just a f****** bitch.f*** off

2007-06-25T06:26:00.000-07:00

RAHHHH

something bad happened to me today. I STEPPED ON A SNAIL!i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.i stepped on a snail.

it wasnt on purpose la!i was like passing the ball to zx,then i stepped backwards,and i heard this 'crak' sound(its not spelt wrongly.i purposely spelt it like this.) i turned arnd and i saw the gooey stuff and liquid splashed everywhere.omg i was so tramautised i almost cried la. sorry snail if u ever see this.sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry i dint mean to end your life today.:( and i almost slip and fall when i stepped onto a puddle of water while running down to receive a lob.

that basically sums up my day. ah its a bad day:(

2007-06-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

:(

school's starting in like 10 hours time.although i cant wait to go back to school to see my friends,but i hate the thought of having tests once agn:( and end of year hols still have to go back to study:((((

AND AND AND! i still have so many things i have not finished doing for the hols:( i have not watched shrek 3, POTC 3, blades of glory and so many more:(( but i am so happy with myself.i sat down the last few days and finished all my lit summaries and physics tys in one shot!!yay!!hurrays for jaslynn!!

oh and i just watched 200 pounds beauty!its super nice la! so funny and yet so touching.hmm i guess thats all.dont think i will be blogging anytime soon but keep my blog alive ppl!!continue tagging!!:)))

byeeeee:))

2007-06-20T23:18:00.000-07:00

hello ppl!pictures time!!i koped it frm jamie's blog.go there see if u want to see the rest of the pics,i just took funny ones.hahahaha.

hahaha look at zhixian!! notice that u still can see her defender here.
hahahah the all of a suuden her defender is totally blocked by her!!!hahahah no more defender!hahaha

the 2 ah mas!LOL

HAHAHAHAH! asalabah looks like shes going to kill someone!hahaha
hahaha wearing chin's ah ma glasses and i look pretty cool!hahah chio bu!!LOLSxD

Family photo: the PRETTY one!LOLS

FAMILY PHOTO 2: the super happy one!!

FAMILY PHOTO 3: the emo-wemo one!hahaha look at jia and eliz at the back!!haha dunno what they doing mans!

EEEYERRRRR! so disgusting!!A.C.B.C

HAHAHA random photo!
this picture is quite cool!

look at bra!!hahahahathis pic is quite nice considering it to be a candid shot!

i bet gloria took this photo!LOL

YUCK! WTH IS CLARIS DOING!
' TEAM TALK' LOLS

OMG!THIS PICTURE CAN JUST GIVE YOU AN EYESORE!OR MAYBE GO BLIND IN THE EYE COS ITS UBER DISGUSTING WITH THE 2 PPL INSIDE THE PIC!HAHAHAH

NICE PIC!!:) ( cos got me mah!ignore the ugly one beside me!lols)

yay!! i think this picyure is super cool! da group in action!!:))

that's all folks:)

2007-06-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

I LOVE ALL OF YOU FOREVER!:))

hello!!!!!!!!!

went swimming with jia and zx ystd...actually not really called swimming,more like playing in the pool.hahaha and zx and her GOOD idea of playing hide and seek in the pool,make me fall then swim without goggles!! best la u zx!!hahaha but had fun hiding frm jia although i think she was rather pissed and wanted to vish us!!hahahaah okok jia no offence:)

went out with DA group today.had great fun today:) played with Tabby(a.k.a fatty) and mei mei.they are super cute i tell u!! more of DA group's outing pls!!!i dont think i will ever get sick of these outings cos ur really make me very happy everytime i see ur:)) love ya all<3333

AND i have decided today's post will be abt jiale and her unglamness:) some photos we took at class outing:)

hahah:) dont know what jia is trying to do.

look!ahhahaha jia's unglamness agn xD

me and jinle dancing tango!hahaha we look like experts:)

hhahaha look at what jinle is trying to do.hahahahah:)oh! just took this from blossom's blog.took it during the sec 1 camp!hahaha i look so cool! just like a superstar!!!!!!!!:))

i just had this thinking.that i am much closer to the netballers than my classmates and i just wanna tell u all whatever problems may come our way,we will face it together because we are a team,and we will ALWAYS BE A TEAM, strongly united as one.:) actually come to think of it, the quarrels we have among us are always gone like within 5 mins or smth? whatever it is, i just wanna say i LOVE you all and i thank god for letting these great ppl come into my life:)) hahah i sound like im gg to leave or smth.like so sad.hahaha but i was just thinking of the day we all graduate and we go our separate ways,i just feel sad thinking that we will leave each other.oh well.

oh and zx asked me not to tell anyone that she ask me to blog abt qinyi banging into the pole on one trng.so ZX I PROMISE I WONT TELL ANYONE U ASKED ME TO BLOG ABT HER.HAHAHA:)

2007-06-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

went out with DA group today! had a fun time:) like what jiale said, the highlight of today was the steamboat.hahaha.reached there.played arcade.then slacked at the bowling alley cos got aircon.hahahah chong helped us paint ur nails!(my nails are blueeee!!!so niceee:))hahah chin became my guinea pig cos no one wanted to let me paint for them!hahaah eh ur all will regret not letting me paint cos im sure chin is very pleased with her nails cos i painted them so nicely!!hahahahahahaha

we waited till like almost 5,then rushed to the steamboat place.hahaha we were like uber early and no one else was there yet.hahaha ate till like 7 plus,then me chin and bel went to play badminton in the middle of nowhere!!ahhaaha everyone was looking at us lah!actually its because we all too pretty la!!hahaha our target was to hit 15 shuttlecocks,we hit 16,then we continued so that the rest wont rush us to finish!!hhhahahaha. played finished and decided to walk to suntec.super scary i tell u.that chong still come and say " how come we walk and walk then all the bustops look like the one that we just walked past?" smth like that.walao scare us even more.its like we walked and walked then can never get out of that place.hahah

oh!AND NEVER TRUST CHIN TO BE UR TRUE FRIEND!HAHAHAHAH when trouble comes,shes the first one to run away!!hahahaha.zx saw this rat,then she screamed "rat!!!!!"then chin,who was in the front,started running and screaming.hahaha everyone like follow her.then when zx was like saying stop running,she still kept running and screaming,walao like never stop la!that moron.run to save her life first.never think abt us.:(hahahahaha

overall i enjoyed myself!:) i love DA group lots:))

2007-06-14T07:52:00.001-07:00

wheeeee:) back from class outing! overall although not many ppl came,i wanna thank the class comm for putting this together!! u all have put in a lot of effort and ur have done a good job!!!!!!!!!

class outing at pasir ris park.it reminded me of the times i had with THE SIX, the wonderful memories we had together. i really miss them a lot. come to think of it, THE SIX never had any conflicts.really none at all.we were really close to each other.now only me claire jinle and bryna have come to 3a2.bryna wasnt here today,so me claire jinle just spent our time together reminiscing the past, the time we went to pasir ris park together to play.it was so fun.we were emo-ing together at the beach,just the 3 of us,and i realised how much i missed them,and ever since we came to sec 3, i never really had time to go out with them.and to make it worse,i was listening to i'll remember you by no secrets and that song is really touching.i feel like crying la.so many things have cropped up in my life.so many worries,so many problems.netball,studies,family. haiz....i really miss them and i hope to catch up with all of them!heeh oh p.s jinle injures herself every year at class outing,last year was the toe,this year she fell down from the swing!wahahahahahhxD

had the last trng today.10 ppl were supposed to turn up,in the end 8 turned up and 2 were injured.so left 6.cs wasnt really happy and she said she will consider dropping our team if we dont show her our committment and passion and blah blah blah towards netball. she said :" claris elizabeth shuci, i know ur all are very committed to netball" like wtf la! ask her go check the bloody damn attendance book! who was the one who attended every trng?who was the one who showed committment towards netball even though we know how much she hates us,we press on to stay in netball? its me and jl la! fuck her la.dint even bother mentioning our name when we were just beside claris and the rest.both me and jl did our best in trng today,and im sure she has also seen how hard we worked today,yet no praise at all from her,only scolding.wtf is this.i have long accepted the fact that i will never be accepted by her no matter how hard we work.i am just bloody damn pissed with the way she treats individuals!its so damn irritating la!

ok,enough abt that.on the bright side,i cant wait for outing tml!so excited though i think nt many ppl coming,but ,well im sure we will enjoy ourselves!!that zhixian,the ego shit,hahahaha look at our convo and u will know what im talking abt.HAHAHAHAHA .oh we were discussing on bringing badminton rackets.

Salt says:
how many rackets you have
Salt says:
enough a not
jaslynn says:
5 ?
jaslynn says:
i think
jaslynn says:
dunno who have volleyball
jaslynn says:
u go where play volleyball?
Salt says:
she says have field
Salt says:
5 racket enough a not
Salt says:have more
jaslynn says:
nopey
Salt says:
den wu suo wei
jaslynn says:
okie
jaslynn says:
what u bringing?
Salt says:
i bringing someone very impt
jaslynn says:
hahaha
jaslynn says:
i know
jaslynn says:
u right
jaslynn says:
hahaha
Salt says:
BINGO
jaslynn says:
so lame
jaslynn says:
walao
Salt says:
means that you oso know i very impt
jaslynn says:
not true la
jaslynn says:
i just know u ego shit
jaslynn says:
surely say that one
Salt says:
wa lau
Salt says:
hahaha
jaslynn says:
hahaha

hahahah u tell me,ego anot?hahaha aiya my headache is killing me.im gg to sleep now!goodynite ppl!

2007-06-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

HEY JOSEPH! HAHAHAHAHAH(ask gloria what that meansxD)hahaha

trng today was the best trng i ever had.only 6 ppl for b div came,so we had to combine with the c div.and by that time it was alrdy 0830 so SHE said to run up and down the court! no 2.4! how great is that!!!ahahahah and and and!!!!!! we ended trng at like 1030?!!! hahhahahah so happy.and best! it was not hot at all! on days we trained to 1130 the sun was freaking hot la!!walao!!!!! oh oh oh! SHE said this coming thurs trng no need to do 2.4,and when school reopens there will be no more 2.4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but SHE said dont be too happy first,cos there will be a new routine for us. :(

talked for abt an hour in sch with glor and jia, then went to heartland(claris came too) and talked for like 4 hours??!! hahaha we were really bored and we sort of started planning for sec 4 farewell.hahaha see seniors we are so nice:) hahah and i wanted to paint the cartoon picture,u kniow those that u see in shopping malls,where u would be given small stools to sit there and paint.ya, so me and jia tried to bribe glor into paying for us but she wouldnt budge! MEANIE! HAHA i sound so childish. after which glor left with claris to go her house and me and jia went home.

i spent the day at home practically slacking when i told myself i would come home after trng to study.oh well!!!!! hahahaha shit i just realised i have so much hwmk and i have done so little!!!!!!!ahhhhh!!!!!!! now i know what my brother meant. last time i saw him rushing through all his hwmk on the last week of hols, and i proudly told him : "kor, why u dont do earlier?like me,i finished all of mine when hols just started.then now i can rest." then he was like" wait till u go upper sec,u wont be like this anymore." and i said " dont worry, i will continue to be like this.hahaha now i know what my brother is talking abt.i just feel so lazy to start on my hwmk! guess i have to stay at home tml to finish as much as i can!

BYE JOSEPH!!!HAHAHAAHAHAH

2007-06-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

hello ppl! i feel so accomplished the last few days!! i ate very little junk food!!and and and !! i exercised everyday!!!ahahahahahah
this is what i did from fri-mon.

friday: i was sort of lazy to go run,so i tried bella's shape mag exercise,and it was super tiring man!! i perspired alot!!!then badminton-ed with bella jia claris after studying at MAN'S house.:)
saturday: i went swimming!! 54 laps!!!yay!! and that moron bella was crazy over badminton,she wanted to come agn to play,but she dint in the end cos gt no one come.hahahah
sunday: guess what? i ran from my house at sengkang,all the way to heartland mall!!!haha seems long but actually not really la...40 mins?haha then went market with mum then homed and i did hula hoop for 1 hr!!!yay!!
monday: had trng in the morning,played against AMK sec,lost by 4. i played very badly cos i was so nervous.sorry b'div:( then homed with bella and jia and guess what we did? badminton agn.-____-hhahaha then that stupid bella try to make me jealous by saying she gg pilates when she know i cannot go la!!hahaha

yup!! so thats what i did:) went lunch with glor qin jia bella chong wy at j8,walked arnd,then homed. i hope HAIRY is alright! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA pls dont vish me if u see this!!hahhah i will get pissed!hahahahaahhaha

and i was thinking...
" ur confidence level is too low! i need to build up on that"
thinking of that, she doesnt seem to realise why our confidence level is low.aiya shit her la. I DONT WANT TO GO TRNG TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls kill me now.

2007-06-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

hello ppl:) today was supposed to be a happy day but SHE totally spoiled my mood.SHE SUCKS AND I MEAN IT.i feel like running to her and saying straight to her face: what is ur bloody f****** problem?u dont like me then say!stop picking on me and being so bias!" seriously, i thin if not for the great friends i have in THERE,and me not bearing to go THERE bcos it has become like a part of my life, i wouldnt even give a damn and i would just leave this team.she is getting on my nerves,seriously.why cant that *** *** just walk out?(ppl if u want to know what is that come and ask me,haha,the blog is open to public if u get what i mean:))call ppl names i think she should just look at herself first!hahaha ur can play guessing games:)ur guess correctly i give u a peck on the cheek!hahahaha my kiss is priceless ok!

hahah anyway,went out to marina with da group.went bowling and stuff and we had fun teasing jiale although she is DAMN PISSED!hahahah ok la jiale i just kidding,pls dont pinch me:(i <33>

byee:))

2007-06-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hhahahahah! i cant believe im actually writing this! i wrote PEA THE PRO!omg so not true! as u can see, i am having violent objections about putting this name! im just being a kind soul and helping a poor little thing fulfill her wish! hahahah so pearlyn chiam, u better be grateful!!!xD

hahahah anyway, shant blog abt her anymore.hhahaha i blog abt me!!!me! me!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahah
so far, i must really thank everyone who has been trying their best to stop me from eating junk food(u know who ur are!im lazy to write:)) hhahah so anyway, i also wanna tell u all!im trying my very best to stop eating junk food!i know junk food is damn disgusting after hearing what nat said,hahahah but i still like dont care leh!hahahah cos i cannot resist temptations!ahahaha but im trying!im really trying my best!!!i hope that i wont be in TAF after the june hols!but even if i am, i would just accept it and go in:) look on the positive side: i can lose more weight by running in the morning!!:)hahahah AND AND AND!! i read many sucess stories(e.g- our ms singapore 2007) she lost from 69kg to 49 kg!!)) and its not during secondary school!!!!!!!!!!! so she is like my source of hope!!!!!when i graduate, i have more time for myself, i can take up many sports and activities and lose weight then!its not too late still!!!!!!!!!!!

but but but!!!!i will still try my best to lose weight now!and even if i dont, i will accept it!anyway, thinking over,even if i lose weight, CAN wouldnt even give a shit when i lose weight.anyway, left like 1/2 a year more there, i dun really care if i play in the main 7 anymore,NOT IN HER TEAM ANYWAY. i kinda gotten used to standing outside and watching the rest play.hahah and im tired.i really am. i think the rest are too,right?hahah i shall just end here before i get emo again!hahah ok bye pplllllll:))))

2007-06-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

hey everyone!thanks for cheering me up!i just felt so sad yesterday:( but im better today!so thanks a lot!ur words really cheered me up!:))<33333

ok, today,training as usual.and i felt today i wasnt really concentrating.i dunno why,dont ask me, but i was really confused on court and i kept doing the wrong things.today is lke the first time i ever get to play in the first game of center pass movement,and yet i screwed it up.i think CAN will never let me play in the first round again.she probably just put me in at the last moment to play a little bit so that i cannot complain she is being bias.but oh well.i sorta get used to it alrdy.netball is like becoming meaningless for everyone because of her trngs.haiz...aiya whatever.

anyway,something happened today after umpiring course when i was going home with eliz.hahahahah something that i can laugh and yet get angry with.ahhaha that stupid MAN,when we reached kovan stn, i was like :" eh look, the train come alrdy." then without saying anything,that stupid moron sprinted down, SPRINTED all the way down and jumped into the train just in time when it closed.walao! all of ur know right,her sprints only wy can beat, so i was like running behind her.and that stupid door closed right in front of me!hahahahah walao at that time i kept laughing but i was also "ANGRY". HUH! STUPID ELIZ!IF I DINT TELL U THE TRAIN IS COMING,WOULD U HAVE RUN?MORON!hahahah then the aunty in the train was like laughing at us la!hahahahahah and eliz looked like a total retard there,laughing to herself i the train!hahaahah then i msged her to wait for me at hougang, then she told me she just passed hougang. i told her to wait for me at buangkok, she waited until she passed buangkok than she msged me and said : " just passed buangkok:-D" walao eh! that idiot moron!hahahahah aiya blogging abt her will just contaminate my blog. i shall stop here.hahahahaha

jia,zx,glor: thanks for cheering me up:)ur're the best:)<333
robyn: oops!sorry!hahah i will link now:)
kimmie:ya when ar?hahahaha we were like supposed to have it long ago!ok, linked alrdy:)
zx: hello:)
chin: hello blackie:)
eliz: hahahah idiot!i want dinner:)
zhiying: hello hello! yups i have received:) thanks!
kiahwee: muacks<33 miss u too!
pra: anytime babe:)
pea and jeann: hello fellow crayoners:)
melanie: hello!!!!!hahaha yeah we are tall!and i miss playing with u too!:)
zi qi: ok!linking soon:)

2007-06-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

training today...really shacked man..

feeling rather emo all of a sudden...i feel like im a total failure....
1. my studies sucks
2. my life as a netballer sucks
3. i am lonely
4. i am so fat and ugly and i am not losing weight:(

i just realised i have not many friends,like just the same usual people...not that im not grateful for them...i thank god for giving me such wonderful friends....

but when i look at others, i feel that...that im just so lonely...others have many many friends they can count on,everyone asks them out....i just feel my whole life sucks.totally.and my diet plan does not seem to be working.when was the last time i told myself o lose weight?last year august.till now,no results.and i have actually put on weight.i am such a failure.

just kill me now.

sorry...just a mood swing.im feeling tired.goodnight ppl.tags another day.im in no mood to reply.im so sorry.

2007-06-02T05:26:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO PPLLLLLLLL!!! THE CHIO ONE IS BACK FROM MEGACAMP!!!!!!

hahahah i think this year's camp is much better than last year's one!!! CRAYONS ROCKKKS!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAH

the trekking was the nicest part for me prolly cos i love exercise!!hehe wah but i tell ur hor that place we camped at was horrible! it was like infested with flies and this was this 40 degree slope(i heard) which we had to climb up everyday just to get to the hall for our daily workshops!!wahhh super high! i even had to run up once cos i had to follow sardine who was on the bikeee!!wahh can die la!but crayons was SUPER COOL! we were like the best group on the first day and we unexpectedly won the place to the dorm!!!so cool luhhh!! ohoh! AND I THINK JIANWU ROCKS MAN!!!TOTALLY COOL!!:)))CRAYONS <3333 U!!!!!!!since im so nice, i shall write a liitle bit on my group members! so crayons better come visit my blog and taggggggg!!!!!!:)))

ok, lets start:

JIANWU: the super cool,kind,caring,friendly(and so many more) facilitator who has a COOL HOBBY!!(hahah inside joke,cannot say)
KIAHWEE: the crazy girl who laughs all day, every second,every minute,and who brings laughter to the whole group!my best pardner!:))
LYDIA: the fun loving girl who always has a smile on her face and never fails to cheer us up!!
SARDINE: the girl with the BEAUTIFUL eyes that i can see myself in but has bones that are always breaking!(hahah)
CLARIS: the gullible girl who is always, and i repeat ALWAYS slower than the others in everything,be it jokes or just normal conversations!
PEARLYN: the girl full of strategies in her mind who always leads our team well in playing mind games.oh ya,and the one who is super scared of insects!
DARVEENIA: ahahahah the girl who is really cute and always makes everyone laugh unknowingly!!(she always doesnt know what we are all laughing at!hahaha)
FARIDA: the girl who is really caring but quiet.she helps along the group very well but very silently!hahaha but she is still very nice!!
ZI QI: the caring girl who is always calm in her decisions and helps alongside pearlyn to lead the team!!
ZHIYING: the super cute and funny girl who is always so 'gong'!!hahha she was the murderer in the game but gave herself away halfway cos she kept laughing!!haha so cutee!!:)
MELANIE: my fellow "TALL" friend!the cute and small girl who has a loud personality!
JOYCE: the super quiet girl who is very kind and helpful!she kept lending everyone pens!!!
JEANNICA: the super tall and thin girl who braved all odds to climb the gunung in the end!oh and the one who had a mini fight with me at night kicking eack other cos her legs AND MY LEGS WERE SUPER LONG!!(of course la!)
ATHELIA: the great swimmer who also has lots of strategies in her mind!she is also full of crazy ideas(the tango thing,hhaah)
VALERIE: tsk,another girl full of logic!hahaha but a very caring girl who always thinks of others before herself!:)
JANICE: the girl who always willingly volunteer herself to run errands for the team!another kind soul!!!

ALLL THESE ARE IN RANDOM ORDER KAYSSS!! CRAYONS!PLS REMEMBER TO TAG OKAYYYYYYYYYY!!IF JIANWU MANAGE TO FIND THIS BLOG,TAG TOOO!!!!!!!!!!!<3333333333333333

byeeeeeeee ppl!

2007-05-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

hello hello ppl!!!

celebrated claris bdae in a funny way today,its the first time i ever did this but i think its super cool!!!and its all MY idea!!:)))hehehe i knew claris enjoyed it. We gave away our troubles and i think its super cool!!sec 3s, next person TIME up!!(inside joke)HEHEHEH OK IM LAZY TO BLOG FURTHER SOOOO

BURBYE PPL:))))

2007-05-20T08:56:00.000-07:00

im like soooo sad nowwwwww!!

i like asked eliz whether she missed me cos i have been gone for so many days then she said NO!!!!!!!!!!!!WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH then i said im gg to slit my wrist,stab myslf and run up to her block then jump down,then she said ok=D!!!!!wahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!im gg to cry myself to sleep nowwww!!!!!!!!:(((((

2007-05-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

hello hello!

back from camp yesterday and i swear that was the moat tiring camp in my life!!!when i reached home i slept from like 6 all the way to 8 the next morning!hahaah first time in my whole life i slept sooooo long!hahah the sec ones slept at like 11 plus and then we see them walking away from us and we feel super sad cos we cannot sleep yet.haha we were super tired but we still had debrief.then after debrief still have to bathe cos we havent bathe the whole day.so in the end slept like 1-2 plus? and then wake up at 5 plus. i felt as if i just closed my eyes before i woked up again!hahaha but i must say the camp was a sucess and i really enjoyed myself! good job everyone! and i think 1-2 is so sweet!!! i think they are so enthu and cooperative! thanks for all the cards if ur are reading this and i love u all!!!!:))))

OKOK.come back to today!i went to escape with kimmie and we had loads of fun!hahaha actually we called like many ppl,call until i think our sms explode alrdy!hahahah in the end everyone cannot go or too lazy!(isabella i wont tell anyone u are LAZY)hahah and some forgot to bring phone!(e.g gloria)hahah so we decided to go in although left like the both of us and like left 1 hour to play the rides and it was super ex.

BUT BUT BUT! I DINT REGRET IT!KIMMIE BRIGHTENED UP MY SUNDAY! hahahaha we had loads of fun man!cos there were so little ppl there,we got to play lots of rides!this is the first time i played so many rides!and in 1 hour!!
lets see, i played..

: 3 rides of wet and wild
3 rides of viking
2 rides of inverter
2 rides of that baby roller coaster
1 haunted house
3 games of winning the toy that one
10 bucks on arcade!

whooo!!!so many lurhh!!and it was super fun cos we could scream as loud as we wanted!
and i overcomed my fear of heights!hahah first time i sat inverter and the first time i sat rides that overturned without closing my eyes! actually it wasnt that scary and the night sky was super nice!and and and! the seats stinks!hahaha

thanks kimmie for the fun day!<3333 you:) go out more often:)

OH OH OH!we were like teasing bella:)hehehxD(the convo is not really accurate in the words but the meaning i similar)

bella: so how was it?fun?hhaha
us: yeah we had loads of fun hahah
bella: cool have fun!
us: act cool not cool and i bet u are jealous we had so much fun!
bella: what ur talking about?haha i had a good dream and i slept until super late!haha
us: haha i bet u were dreaming that u were in escape playing with us right?haha
bella: hahah no ! moron.btw what time u gg home?
us:not yet!im still queueing up for the inverter!maybe im staying overnight here!ahah
bella:haha ok shant disturb u anymore.bye!
us: okok im gg up the ride now!see ya!:)

hahahah super funny!oh and thanks kimmie for the treat of ben's and jerry!<33333

2007-05-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

hello hello!!!

back from sec 3 camp!!!!! first day felt it was really boring.we were supposed to go kayaking but the stupid weather spoiled everything.In the end me and Nat just kayak like ONE ROUND in the sea and back!so LAME LA! HHAHAH and we kayaked in the rain,it was super cold!

Day 2 was the start of all the fun!went abseiling, rockwall and CRC.Rockwall was super fun!very tiring but still super fun.abseiling not really cos i did it man times alrdy....ohoh!!!!! AND THE CRC! I did wild whoosy with Natsy and it was super scary but damn fun! we had to walk together on two ropes,facing each other and supporting each other.the ropes gets further away from each other as we walk on. at first me and Nat were not really scared but when we reached up we were breathing so heavily!!!!it was so scary!!!i missed my footing and i fell and i pulled Nat down too!omg and i felt really bad!:((( sorry nat if u read this! then at night campfire i was so high together with eliz and sandy!shant elaborate now but i think sandy's really cute and her laughter is as contagious as eliz's!hahahah:)))

AND AND AND!!! I THINK MY INSTRUCTOR AH BAO IS SUPER GAYYYYYY!!!!!!hahahahah but hes super funny. he said things like rusbish(rubbish), puperty(puberty),mant(man),bimbodic(bimbotic), mouth-to-mouth respiration(resuscitation) and many many more!!hahahahahhaha damn funny! and i think the instructors there are super crazy!but thats what makes the camp fun!hahahahahaha

i think SIGEL ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHOO although we screwed up our performance bcos we were too nervous,the cheers were super cool!!!!!!whooohoooooo!!!!!!3 cheers!!!!:)))

when i was a little boy,
my grandmother gave me a cute little toy.
2 silver balls, and 1 long string,
and my two things went shing a linga ling!

my two things ah, my two things!
who wants to play with my two things!(x2)

there was this small little girl,
who loved to play on my kitchen floor!
she played queen
and i played king
and my two things went shing a linga ling!

my two things ah,my two things!
who wants to play with my two things!

2,4,6,8
who do we appreciate?
3,5,7,9
JOBAO!thats who we like!
hey ah bao u're so gay,u're so gay
u make our day hey ah bao!
ah ah ah
ah bao
bao bao bao!

hey joelle u're so wow!
u're so wow u blow my mind
hey joelle!
jo jo jo
joelle
el el el!

dont mess with the SIGEL lords!
eh oh eh oh eh oh!
cos we're smart and cool and hot!
eh oh eh oh eh oh!
well known from sea and land!
we'll tell u our secret plan!
so u should follow us!
cos we are one big family!
we're making history!
and we will win eventually!
when we work together we make memories!!!!!