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I just realised my whole holidays is practically canoeing. ok not just realised, knew it long ago but just needed time to sink in.

anw, since my whole life is just canoeing, well what else can i be blogging abt? hahah im being nagged at for gg out which i dont understand cos i have not gone out more than 3 times this holiday? the only time i step out of the house is to go for trng, after which i come home straight. Hai. all these stuff abt "stay at home to study!" its called holiday for a reason right. i need some play too.

well,its over anw. so dont wanna brood anymore on unhappy stuff. shall talk abt today's trng. haha k im very proud of myself for today trng. i took a single boat(k1) today cos my partner was sick. and i hate a single boat cos i cant balance well in it. and i hate capping cos its kinda embarrassing to be the only one capping in ur team when everyone is alrdy progressing. and to add on, it has been a long time since i touched a k1. so naturally i am even more unstable when i took it again.

k so trng went on, and it was the last set of 4km. I was prepared to push damn hard cos i dint want to be at the back. and before that my coach acty told my friend,john to catch up with me cos hes just a little behind me. and of course being me, i am not going to let that happen haha and somemore the joy of winning a guy is just damn good. hahah so we were going to start in 10 secs, and just when the cue was given to start, I CAPPED! did i say how unstable i was in a k1 and cannot balance?! omg that was the worst. i felt so irritated i just screamed and i really felt like giving up then. My goal of winning my friend was just gone like that. To clarify, i seem very like im very competitive or whatever u call it haha, but in canoeing its like unavoidable, u just got to set a goal to improve and that is to pace someone. healthy competition ppl! hahah k so anw back to the topic. I was like waddling in the water when i heard my coach say, hurry up jaslynn! U got to continue! In a race u cant just give up like this! u got to complete the race no matter how far behind u are! that really like struck me. "IT STRUCK ME" (HAHAHAHAH netballer's joke) I quickly got back up and emptied my boat and set off quickly. By then john was like at the 500m mark, which means for those non canoeists reading my blog, its like super far away alrdy.(3 mins away?) I was like shit, how am i going to catch up? then i rmb wht my coach say to my friend. "catch up with her!" wah it struck me again hahhahaha. if i just give up now he will really beat me like wht my coach say. no way man. haha so i paddle my hardest, like really damn hard. and at the 3km, i saw that i was getting closer and closer to him. haha damn excited then cos i knew i had a chance of winning him. so i continued paddling, though my arms felt like it was gonna break any moment, and at the 3rd km ending, i was in front of him! :) i was so happy and that spurred me on to paddle even harder in the last km cos i dint want him to catch up with me. And when i ended the 4km set, i turned arnd and i saw that he was like 4 buoys away and i was damn happy. for myself i mean haha. I acty caught up from so far behind and win him!!! hahahah i seem like im gloating over this but no la im just really very happy that i pushed myself to my limits instead of just keeping behind my mental barrier. haha so anw that like sums up my day today? haha after this its like time to study sian.

oh and potato seriously pisses me off. plus ego shit. Think first before saying why does coach like the girls team more? and why u dont deserve to be in a k2! 930?! Try to hit 10 first k! learn all the stupid dirty tricks aint gonna help u. where's ur integrity seriously!

hai whatever i.am.gonna.calm.down.and.not.get.angry.over.some.stupid.root.and.piece.of.shit.

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It works wonders cos my wishes came true.
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