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This is for you, my beloved pet, i will miss you forever and ever. and i love you so so much.

I never expected myself to get so upset abt it but when my mother woke me up early in the morning to tell me this incident, my mind was a blank. I dint expect it to be so sudden,ystd u were still lively and running abt, or so i heard.

I should have known, deep down inside me i have alrdy grown very very attached to you, seeing u run abt like u have no worries really makes me very happy. I feel very very bad that i started to slack in taking care of you the last few weeks that you had, im sorry i took u for granted.Im sorry i dint get a chance to see you one last time; i regretted not seeing you ystd.

I cried when i saw ur lifeless body; i felt so helpless, i couldnt do anything to help you. It was just so scary seeing you like that; i have never seen you like that ever. Im sorry for being a coward, im sorry i dint even dare touch you,im sorry for everything.

The best i could do was give you a good burial, i hope you rest in peace, and go to "hamster heaven" as what eliz said:) I really hope that u have enjoyed every minute of being in my house, of me taking care of you.

I think ur poor friend can sense that you are gone; he has resorted to staying in the tube the whole day, and i know he feels vey lonely and sad too.

Come to think of it, You have been with me for like almost 2 years, its really hard not to get attached to you. Now i feel the pain of not cherishing someone before its too late, im really really sorry.

I was talking to my friends who bought me the hamster, and i told them that this death thing really scares me, it has really hit me very hard, i dont know wht to do,how to react. Its like i nvr would have expected something like that to happen in my life. I always expected everything to be perfect,as if everything and everyone will be by my side forever. If one small animal could affect me so much, i rather think twice on getting a dog in future;i cant stand the pain of losing something i love so much again.

Im sorry for being such a lousy owner to you, im really sorry for all that i have done, and i hope you will forgive me.