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be kind. rude people suck.

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ran 21km before, paddled 22km today, running 21km next month, paddling and running long dist next year again. wow. im amazed at how much discipline i have for myself haha.

anyways. paddled round ubin today! i must say it was super fun, never ever had this kind of experience in my whole life before, and i think i will never have it again unless i go compete again la. hahah but thats beside the point. lol i swear the saltwater sucks. splash into my eyes and i was paddling with my eyes closed for quite awhile cos my eyes were stinging and tearing all the way hahah.

and OMG i was paddling when i heard a loud bang. and i looked down and guess wht i saw! A bloody big dead fish floating in the water. super big i tell u. i felt so bad. like dead alrdy then i still bang so hard into it. sorry fish:( R.I.P hahah

kinda disappointed in myself today though. i let the conditions take over me. couldnt concentrate, couldnt do proper strokes. i did quite badly for this comp, and i was just glad i dint hold too high expectations of myself for this race, if not i will be damn damn disappointed with myself, cos i know i could have done better. but ohwells. its over like i said. many more comps to come and im gg to improve!!!!!:)

ohohoh and i wanna do a full marathon next year! who wants to join me and eliz?:) back to the top?
Life is precious.

You never know when something might happen.

Treasure it.

Chinese A's tmrw. but screw it i dont feel like studying leh. how my A will fly away lor.:(

STUDYJASLYNNSTUDYJASLYNNSTUDYJASLYNN. back to the top?
i thought everyone was like me. haha. naive thinking of mine.

i nvr knew it would be so difficult.

i nvr knew things will turn out this way.

i nvr want to let you down, all your hard work and effort,gone to waste just like that,it just not what u deserved.

and i dont understand whyy some fucking assholes just have to say some stuff.

yeah, it aint worth it getting angry over this person.

im just angry that i cant do anything to save this situation.

and im terribly sorry for letting you down.

i dont know what to say to you, and im ashamed to even face you.

im sorry for all this.

No words can express how i feel towards you. back to the top?
Today is sucha embarrassing day.

i was trying to hide my fart but unfortunately the sound still came out. LOUDER than what i expected. IN FRONT of all my classmates. omg embarrassing TTM. hahah but it was really funnaye. laughed with my friends for a good 5 mins. lucky no guys in the class at that time.HAHA

k thats all i wanna say thats why i blogged.HAHAHA
BUAI PPL!

pw sucks ttm:( back to the top?

I miss those times we had together.
I miss the times when we could just run from class to class.
I miss the times when we would just change in class.
I miss the times when i knew everyone in the level.
I miss the times in lorong ah soo.
I miss the times when we would just chill out in school.
I miss the times when we sang our hearts out in chapel.
I miss the times in PL.
I miss the times when we just sat at the netball area crapping.


I miss being in a girls' school.
I miss everything i had in the past, the friends, the teachers, the fun, the school.

EVERYTHING.

I wanna turn back time. back to the top?
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)

met up with my beloved netballers ystd! so happy! i realised we nvr ever ran out of things to say to each other even after we go different schools. everytime we meet up, its always laughter,laughter and more laughter:) love them alot alot:)
anw, went iceskating!!! woohoo its been like ages since i have done that. felt so good to be iceskating! and we taught gloria and jiale how to iceskate! and they improve like alot, so nubbad nubbad:) some picturessssssss








HEHE then after iceskating we went to NEBO to play boardgamessssssssssss! which is mostly taboo la. but it was super funnnyyyyyy lol! all the lame answers coming out, wah laugh until stomach damn pain!LOL picsss againnn!


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This week is kinda screwed up. Results back and all, not too good. Everyone feeling sad, hai im scared i will still retain. Theres still a possibility of retaining. maybe advancing but i do not want to even advance. i wanna see the PROMOTED word on my result slip on 5th nov. omg pls pls pls:(

and to all my friends who are feeling upset over their results, cheer up k! i know saying this will not make much of a difference to how u are feeling, but i just want you to know that i will always be there, and if u need a listening ear im here:) i have faith that hard work will reap rewards. So as long as you know you have done your best, nothing else matters:) i really hope all of us can be in the same class next year:)

alrights enough about results. this week has also been very tiring. Ironic since its supposedly holidays cos promos are over and we should be enjoying. But sadly, training has started for me alrdy. Not that i dread trng, acty in fact i love gg for trng, just that i hate the running part, cos of all the pressure to come under a certain time limit. i really hate it. i hate being under constant pressure and not being able to do things at my own timing. i hate pressure,be it studies or trng. Trng everyday since monday till today, been running everyday from sunday to friday, more than 5km each time; my body is really aching like hell. legs aching from running, arms aching from paddling and gym, shoulders very tensed. i am just feeling very uncomfortable now, with all the aches. And im damn tired, cos i sleep at most 6 hours a day, and yet have to do tons of pw and train so much too. i neeeddddddd a ressttttttttt,seriously=x

i cant wait for pw to end. i cant wait for JC life to end. acty only the studying part haha. the friends, i love:)

It's ironic how we act like total strangers when we meet face to face, yet we have so much to talk about behind the scenes.

This i just cant understand.